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Jan 26, 2011, 12:40 AM
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I am so nervous about T tomorrow. I have come clean to T about my overeating that is getting out of control. I know she is tough when it comes to eating disorder stuff as she specializes in it. It is time to get the help I have needed for a while. So I just hope I can actually get it out once I get in the room with her. It really needs to happen. Just nervous about what she'll say and want me to do. But I gotta do this.
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Jan 26, 2011, 01:22 AM
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Jan 26, 2011, 01:31 AM
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I just eat all the time nothing could going on and I would be eating just as much. This has been an issue for a long long time. I have always eaten for no reason or every reason...emotions, situations,stress, etc... anyway hope that answers your question. Well thats all.
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Jan 26, 2011, 07:22 AM
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Sending you tons of safe hugs and support. It is wonderful that you are being so honest and that you are fighting so hard for yourself! Way to go!
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Jan 26, 2011, 07:47 AM
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thanks wepow. my only hope is that I can actually get it out before I chicken out of telling her. I'll see her at 9am today...errr I really hope that I can tell her. I guess I will find out soon enough.
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#6
Jan 26, 2011, 07:59 AM
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You can do it - tell her. You know she will only have your best interest at heart. And she'll help you get to the bottom of why you're doing it.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Jan 26, 2011, 08:34 AM
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thanks sugahorse! I know I have to tell her because I know I am very seriously considering the extreme opposite (not eating at all for a while) if I become obsessed with it it will happen. I can not go there that is even harder for me to get out of I know that. So I just gotta get the words out before I talk myself out of it. Well that's all for now.
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#8
Jan 26, 2011, 11:13 PM
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Melissa, how was your session? do you want to share?
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#9
Jan 27, 2011, 01:36 AM
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Well, the session was a flop as far as I am concerned and it was all my fault. I did mention it but we glossed it over instead of digging in. I am sure I made it sound like no big deal although it really is. I called her this afternoon and left her amessage to schedule an appt hopefully for next week and then maybe I will come clean about the issue and that it is a problem. I am such a chicken when it comes to dealing with the real stuff. It doesnt make any sense though why go if I am not going to deal with the real issues. I am so stuck right now...ugh!!!!
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Jan 27, 2011, 02:02 AM
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Well done for getting the ball rolling. It's natural to glance over things that scare us; but you got past the firs hurdle of actually bringing it up, and it can only get better and easier from here!
I hope you get the app sorted for next week
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Jan 27, 2011, 02:57 AM
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Thanks Sugahorse! She is going to be really mad cuz I didnt tell her seriously until it flipped the other way. A few years ago when I saw her she would weigh me and not let me see the numbers and I'm afraid she will do that again and I don't think I could handle that again. I am writing a letter to her explaining things as they are now and let her decide what to do I guess. Well I should get a call from her thursday sometime to set the next appt. I will drop the letter off at the office on Monday...Ugh I am soooooooooo scared.
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#12
Jan 27, 2011, 03:35 AM
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Writing letters is a good way to get a message across when you really cannot bring yourself to say the words - and it's OK too!
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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#13
Jan 27, 2011, 07:50 AM
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thanks sugahorse for the encouragement. I greatly appreciate it...this has caused alot of stress. I am finding it extremely difficult to be honest with T directly and it has been very frustrating. Anyway I will get through this somehow, someway. Anyway I will be leaving work soon to go home to go to bed. Then figure it out.
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