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Old Feb 14, 2011, 02:14 PM
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T called today with a cancellation because he knew I was still reeling from Friday's session and I was asleep....I haven't slept good for days and I guess my body just had it and conked out. I didn't even hear the phone ring. By the time I got the message, like 2 hours later, and called him back, he had already filled the spot

I could have used that session today. Why now of all times did I freakin' fall asleep and why didn't I hear the phone ring?

Frustrated beyond belief!
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Old Feb 14, 2011, 02:16 PM
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T called today with a cancellation because he knew I was still reeling from Friday's session and I was asleep....I haven't slept good for days and I guess my body just had it and conked out. I didn't even hear the phone ring. By the time I got the message, like 2 hours later, and called him back, he had already filled the spot

I could have used that session today. Why now of all times did I freakin' fall asleep and why didn't I hear the phone ring?

Frustrated beyond belief!
OH NO!!! That must feel SO disappointing. Hopefully you will have another opportunity to see T before your Thursday session. (( HUGS ))
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Old Feb 14, 2011, 02:30 PM
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oh man!!!! I am so sorry to hear that. :-(
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Old Feb 14, 2011, 02:54 PM
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going back to sleep, need a break from this...
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Old Feb 14, 2011, 02:58 PM
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Old Feb 14, 2011, 04:24 PM
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I'm sorry, too.....
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Old Feb 14, 2011, 04:52 PM
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Sorry you missed the call...when is your next session??
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Old Feb 15, 2011, 06:02 AM
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Friday is next session

It hurts to be alive, I don't want to feel anymore, I miss the disconnection from emotions, why did I open this can of worms?
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Old Feb 15, 2011, 06:55 AM
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Friday is next session

It hurts to be alive, I don't want to feel anymore, I miss the disconnection from emotions, why did I open this can of worms?


I'm sad that you're in so much pain. I can relate to what you're going through. I told my T not long ago that I wished I was numb like I used to be. It was so much easier. *sigh*

Can you try to do something for you right now? When I feel the lowest of lows, the last thing I want to do is ANYTHING....but T encourages me to push myself to do SOMETHING. Go for a walk, meet up with a friend for lunch, get a haircut, ANYTHING....

The hole gets deeper the longer we stay in....so we need to make movement, little by little, to get out of it....even though we have no energy, no desire, nothing....SO SO HARD....but necessary.

((( HUGS )))
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Old Feb 15, 2011, 01:11 PM
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It hurts to be alive, I don't want to feel anymore, I miss the disconnection from emotions, why did I open this can of worms?
Yes, this is the route of healing. Friday will be here soon. The pain will lessen....
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