going crazy

yes, i was sorry to have missed her too. i hate feeling like i'm playing games with the phone, like why wouldn't i answer her call just minutes after calling her myself - you know? i don't ever want her to feel like i'm intentionally ignoring her calls.

as i said, i did call her back to say that i received the message and that i'd be there tomorrow. she mentioned some insurance stuff in her message, so i addressed that as well. i told her to let me know if/how i can help her with some of the forms, etc. as it turns out, she does need help - and she called me back! it was so nice to talk to her for a few minutes about something completely off-topic. it's hard to explain, but i felt like we were really gelling together like old times and working with each other to figure this insurance stuff out. it's a small thing, but a good reminder how we make a good team. i'm going to try to hold on to that until i see her tomorrow.

thanks again to everyone for their help. now i can go back to offering support to others myself!

Hey! That's great news! So glad you and t FINALLY were able to touch base!

seventyeight: I didn't feel well so I missed reading and responding to some threads. I read yours now and I understand how you felt! It didn't seem to me that your T was wanting you not to come back, but I can see how your mind went there. I'm glad that you finally connected with her and that you feel better! I hope your session goes well tomorrow. It will be productive to talk about how you misunderstood her.