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#1
Apr 01, 2011, 09:42 PM
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trigger warning probably not necessary, mention of past sui.
the 2nd anniversary of my last suicide attempt was a couple days ago. It was the day that everything changed for me. Everything. It's amazing to me to look back over the last 2 years from where I am now and see how it all came together. It felt like chaos at the time, but it worked out. Is still working out. I talked to my T (on the phone) on the anniversary day. I told her I'm glad I'm still here. She told me she is really glad I'm still here, too. She said it three times. She thanked me for sticking around, and I thanked her for sticking with me.  T said that I am an inspiration to her, and she said that isn't something she says often, and that she has never said it to a client before.  Things have been so hard these last 3 months, and last week in particular it felt like everything was going to fall apart, all at once. But I got through it, and things are easier this week. I feel deep down that I will be okay, that I have the ability to right myself when I start to wobble, that I am not in danger of falling all the way back to the bottom of the pit anymore. More importantly, I feel like I can do that without my T. I don't HAVE to do it without her right now, and I'm thankful for that, but for the first time I feel really deep down that if I lost T today I would be ok.
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"It's easier to feel the sunlight without them," she said. ~Brian Andreas |
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#2
Apr 01, 2011, 10:21 PM
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(((((((((((Zoo)))))))))))) I am very glad you are here.
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#3
Apr 01, 2011, 10:24 PM
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((((((((((Zoo))))))))))))
I am so glad you are here! You have come so far in the time you have been here on PC. I think it is amazing that you can see the growth and that you are able to believe in yourself. Believe that you are able to 'right yourself when you wobble'. That is so great. Keep taking care of yourself. You deserve it. 
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#4
Apr 01, 2011, 10:58 PM
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I'm glad you are hear too Zoo...you should be here.
You're doing a fantastic job of taking care of everything and you need to take care of Zoo too!
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"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." - Maya Angelou "If you get a chance, take it; if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." |
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#5
Apr 02, 2011, 07:27 AM
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((((((((((((Zoo)))))))))))))))
Your post filled up my heart this morning. I needed that. i love you
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Apr 02, 2011, 07:36 AM
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((((Zoo))))
Thanks for your post; so glad you're doing well. |
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#7
Apr 02, 2011, 03:29 PM
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zoo, there you are.
It is so, so good to hear from you.I have to say that your strength is so inspiring to me. I can't imagine the transition you have made and how you have gotten through it.. to hear that you are in this place right now brings a huge smile to my face. So much love,
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#8
Apr 02, 2011, 03:48 PM
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Zoo, glad you are here! Thank you for your post.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open."  Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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#9
Apr 02, 2011, 06:56 PM
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Zoo, I am glad that you are still here as well.
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#10
Apr 03, 2011, 10:17 AM
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Awesome stuff! Glad to see you around again xx
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Apr 03, 2011, 02:17 PM
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glad you are here, too, and enjoyed reading your post!
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