
Hey I understand. Really I do understand how you feel. Like with me I have therapy but I thought I only have small issues but its turns out they were determined to be severe problems and I don't want therapy. Like my whole life was kind of perfect I guess I was alone and I was always the girl who would sit in a dark corner and never speak at all. But, now i'm even more alone I don't have friends and i'm failing school I can't help it. I mean if I were you, you should still consider going to therapy because it will get better. For me i'm hoping it will get better. Anyway my problems are I have depression, anxiety, i'm suicidal, I have pain problems, I have ADD, I have a crooked spine, and I might have Kidney Disease. I want to die everyday I ask god to take my soul away and never let it return to earth but, in my heart I know if I do die I won't ever see my little sisters grow up or get to have children or marry my one true love and grow old and die with him. There's a lot of things i'll miss but I can't stand it any longer to live and be alone forever. Anyway I understand how you feel I can't sleep either I have Insomnia. But, you still should continue going to Therapy it will help make your life easier.

pm me if you have any questions you want me to answer because i'm here for you.