Therapy's Making Me Crazy

Hey I understand. Really I do understand how you feel. Like with me I have therapy but I thought I only have small issues but its turns out they were determined to be severe problems and I don't want therapy. Like my whole life was kind of perfect I guess I was alone and I was always the girl who would sit in a dark corner and never speak at all. But, now i'm even more alone I don't have friends and i'm failing school I can't help it. I mean if I were you, you should still consider going to therapy because it will get better. For me i'm hoping it will get better. Anyway my problems are I have depression, anxiety, i'm suicidal, I have pain problems, I have ADD, I have a crooked spine, and I might have Kidney Disease. I want to die everyday I ask god to take my soul away and never let it return to earth but, in my heart I know if I do die I won't ever see my little sisters grow up or get to have children or marry my one true love and grow old and die with him. There's a lot of things i'll miss but I can't stand it any longer to live and be alone forever. Anyway I understand how you feel I can't sleep either I have Insomnia. But, you still should continue going to Therapy it will help make your life easier. pm me if you have any questions you want me to answer because i'm here for you.

Daddysgurl - do you have a therapist now? You are so sad. Please don't beg to die. You have some troubles now, for sure but they're not insurmountable. You absolutely need to see your sisters grow up and if you talk to all of us here on PC, maybe you won't feel so alone anymore.

There are a lot of wonderful supportive people here online and they will be able to help you see a way past your difficulties. Please keep posting and tell us how you feel. You know, everyday is different and maybe tomorrow you'll feel a teeny tiny bit better. So, hang in there