[lastyearisblank]

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[learning1]

lyib, please call an emergency number if you need to and keep yourself healthy. i hope you are okay

[skycastle]

hey, I'm out here, just want you to know that I am reading your posts...

[Elli-Beth]

Are there hotlines online so you don't need a phone?

[lastyearisblank]

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[skycastle]

still here with ya, lastyearisblank.

Also--for everyone--there are so many good resources here... http://mssv.net/wiki/index.php/Depre...ested_in_AskMe

[Flooded]

I'm here too

[lastyearisblank]

Am trying to dry the tears... I am so sorry... what I need is bigger than anyone can give. I will call a suicide hotline................. :''''''''''''''( I hate seeing a T......................... they are never there

[learning1]

Originally Posted by lastyearisblank

Am trying to dry the tears... I am so sorry... what I need is bigger than anyone can give. I will call a suicide hotline................. :''''''''''''''( I hate seeing a T......................... they are never there

((((((((lyib))))))))

This helped me once when I was feeling like that:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

Be safe. You are important.

[skycastle]

just know that we are out here and we're with you, in what ways we can be.

[lastyearisblank]

Thanks ladies.. just, thanks

[rainbow_rose]

i'm here too

[lastyearisblank]

I'm so freaking dumb. It's fine. I am going to crawl into bed now and will try to respond to tomorrow. I'm a retard. I'm so sorry but don't worry I'm safe. If something happens I will call a hotline. Much <3 to you all.

[ShaggyChic_1201]

Me too. Thoughts, prayers and safe hugs are with you. Hope you find small measures of peace.

[FourRedheads]

I'm here too.

[Wren_]

(((((((((((((((lyib))))))))))))))))))))

the link tree posted has helped me before as well; read it please

you aren't dumb at all; you are hurting ........

i'm glad you are going to call if you need to

remember you are loved and cared about here by your pc family

[lastyearisblank]

:'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''( I know!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you!
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((((((((((all)))))))))

[skycastle]

I'm just glad you reached out, maybe you needed it... we're a community, we are all here for each other. I hope you can rest but if you're still struggling you can always come back and post. That's one of the nice things about the internet sometimes--no curfew!

[skysblue]

Originally Posted by lastyearisblank

I'm so freaking dumb. It's fine. I am going to crawl into bed now and will try to respond to tomorrow. I'm a retard. I'm so sorry but don't worry I'm safe. If something happens I will call a hotline. Much <3 to you all.

You're not dumb. You're not a retard. You are awesome. You're a human being with all the emotional breadth and width that we're capable of - the highs, the lows and the in-betweens.

And, remember how you advised me that I could do it? So can you.

[Flooded]

From what I've seen on here, you are far from a retard.

Right here with you x

[laceylu]

Originally Posted by lastyearisblank

Am trying to dry the tears... I am so sorry... what I need is bigger than anyone can give. I will call a suicide hotline................. :''''''''''''''( I hate seeing a T......................... they are never there

thinking of you. Please be safe. Hope you're feeling more positive soon

[Liam Grey]

I'm dealing with a lot of depression and suicidal thoughts as well, lately, so I know how you must feel.

I don't really have suggestions that wouldn't sound banal, stupid, empty or useless... but I made a point hours ago to respond to this topic and let you know you are not alone. Please post again when you'll feel like it.

[nannypat]

Right here with you.