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So I did my homework for T on friday and took some personality tests. That was easy and fairly painless. Though there is something I want to talk to T about but am reluctant because I fear I will come across as a loony toon. So here it is: in mid november I narrowly averted what would have been my third hospitalization this year. Should be excited right? Not 3 weeks later I am trying to take a nap when suddenly I start thinking I need to check myself in just to make sure I am really ok. What the heck is that? I know this year has been really rocky for me...but seriously? How do I tell my T I was thinking aomething like that???? She is gonna really think I lost it. Do i talk to t about this or just wait to see if it happens again?
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I'm not sure that is anything that sounds crazy. I think its just a random thought, we all have them.
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#3
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As someone who has been hospitalized multiple times, I completely understand that thought. Talk to your T about it. He won't think it's crazy at all.
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I don't think that sounds crazy at all.....and I'm sure it could lead to some really useful discussion with T!
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Thanks all. I hope i have the courage to bring it up friday with t. Dont get me wrong i know i dont need to go...i guess i just dont really trust that im getting well. If i needed to go i would but things are good so why am i thinking that???
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Because it feel safe. I use to believe hospital meant alll the things I longed for. As I got better I realised it was the last place I needed to be. But it was a life long pattern of my victim mentally, letting go was hard and takes a long time.
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If T is not there to listen to your lunacy, what is he there for?
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here's what I was talking about in another thread...calling yourself crazy.
I don't think that's crazy at all. You were stressed, worried, fearing hospitalization. All quite understandable to me, and will certainly be understandable to a therapist. Wishing you the best, and commending you for your honesty about what is going on. |
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Thanks all this why I love PC...it helps me gain some perspective before I go see t. Im getting myself all worked up about nothing...I know but I cant seem to stop it. Still having those thoughts though I know I dont need to go...I HATE IT.
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