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I hate my life. I hate living in MI. I cant be there for my real friends in TX! No one is home...maybe...it is that time...
Cant go to hospital they hate me there. T and P doc on vacation. UUUUUGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! Gonna take a nap and see how i feel from there. |
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I hope you get some wonderful sleep & feel better. I am sorry that you feel as if the hospital people hate you ... Please tell someone that they've made you feel that way. You ought to always feel safe going there.
Keep posting here. Here is a safe place to let your feelings out even if it's a ![]() ** lots of gentle hugs, Melissa **
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I am sorry you feel so bad. I hope a nap helps.
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Yes, I think you made a good choice to take a nap and see how you feel after a bit of a rest. I too hope you feel better when you wake.
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Cant sleep all the plans start to play out imy head!! I dont know what to do.
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(((Melissa)))
I know how you feel with the thoughts popping in your head when trying to rest. I do this a lot. Sometimes it helps me to watch mindless tv, nothing that engages my brain. I can at least get a couple of hours of sleep on the couch. I am so sorry you are missing friends. I understand, because I usually get to travel home for New Year's, but not this year. I am choosing to "forget" that it is a holiday by watching netflix instead of all of the fun on tv. Bluemountains |
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Hi Melissa(((( (hugs))))
I'm sorry ur feeling so bad ![]() I miss my friends too so I know how it feels...sucks really. But why do the ppl @ the hospital not like you as you wrote? Is there a diff hospital available? My dr.s are on vacay too. It thankfully was able to email my t but def not pdoc. Is there any email or back up # you can use? Hope you start feeling better.... PM me if you would like!. Ill just be washing the flu virus off all my daughters clothes n everything lol. FUN! Lol |
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So sorry you're feeling so sad and worthless. You have friends in TX? Can you contact them somehow to wish them a happy new year? I hope you'll reach out - it can help so much. Or keep posting here. You have friends here
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I give up!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!!! I give up!!!!!!! I give up!!!!! I givr up!!!!!!!! I givr up!!!!!! I give up!!!! I give up!!!!! I give up!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!! I give up!!!!! ,i give up!!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!! Iguve up!!!!!
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![]() ![]() And was born in Irving, Tx on Jan 13, 1987 ![]() Is there a diffrent hospital you can go to? I know that feeling, and I also know how they treat people when that feeling is one that I've gotten long before. Do you know what you need that could help you? Even if it's not obtainable? Please don't give up! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT GIVE UP!!!
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((((((Melissa)))))))
Thinking of you and hoping you're safe. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Really hoping you're feeling better today Melissa, don't give up
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Hey Melissa, can you let us know you're okay? A lot of us are worried about you, but don't know what to do to help.
times like this, I kind of hate this forum. I have a hard time with seeing someone in this much pain, Melissa, and having no way to reach you. |
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Okay, I'm new to this forum. What the heck do we do when something like this happens? I'm really concerned Melissa is od'ing or really in danger based on this last post!
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(((((Melissa)))))
It isn't that time, please let us know you're safe. ![]() |
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Melissa, I sure hope you got help.
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Hi Melissa....how are you? Are you ok?? Pls post a reply on here so we know you are...
You have your pdoc appt tomm right? Hopefully we will hear from you soon....I know there's a lot of ppl worried about you right now.... You have PM'd me before w/ wonderful support, PM me hun I'm always on here & know that I (we) are here for you! I hope your feeling better... |
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![]() If I had a car I'd come visit you if you would want that too... I'm only a state down from MI now.. I live in the southern part of Indiana.. I also know what its like to be somewhere you dont wanna be.. and know exactly where you do wanna be and cant get there... I wrote poems about it and chatted with my friends via internet when I could.. and through snail mail... and day dreamed away with my plans on how i was going to get back to TX.. I even did constant reasearch on how i was going to plan my trip back.. which was the cheapest route, how i was planning on saving up money, and how long that might take me to save up that money... ... To my dismay, I went back to TX... and everyone and every place had changed since when I left.. they all moved on with their lives.. while I was still stuck at where I was when i moved from TX... .. now i'm stuck in between and im left going "where the hell do i belong!?" .. Ironically, one of my best friends from Texas, moved her junior high school year.. She was born in MI and moved to TX.
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Well I hope the fact that she's recently been on here means she's okay.
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Last edited by wanttoheal; Jan 03, 2012 at 05:31 AM. Reason: administrative edit |
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Sorry for scarring you all. See pdoc tue and possible hospitalization.
Last edited by wanttoheal; Jan 03, 2012 at 09:40 AM. Reason: administrative edit |
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