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Old Dec 31, 2011, 04:03 PM
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I hate my life. I hate living in MI. I cant be there for my real friends in TX! No one is home...maybe...it is that time...

Cant go to hospital they hate me there. T and P doc on vacation. UUUUUGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! Gonna take a nap and see how i feel from there.
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 04:10 PM
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I hope you get some wonderful sleep & feel better. I am sorry that you feel as if the hospital people hate you ... Please tell someone that they've made you feel that way. You ought to always feel safe going there.

Keep posting here. Here is a safe place to let your feelings out even if it's a .

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Old Dec 31, 2011, 04:15 PM
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I am sorry you feel so bad. I hope a nap helps.
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 04:31 PM
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Yes, I think you made a good choice to take a nap and see how you feel after a bit of a rest. I too hope you feel better when you wake.
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 04:34 PM
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Cant sleep all the plans start to play out imy head!! I dont know what to do.
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 05:12 PM
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(((Melissa)))
I know how you feel with the thoughts popping in your head when trying to rest. I do this a lot. Sometimes it helps me to watch mindless tv, nothing that engages my brain. I can at least get a couple of hours of sleep on the couch.

I am so sorry you are missing friends. I understand, because I usually get to travel home for New Year's, but not this year. I am choosing to "forget" that it is a holiday by watching netflix instead of all of the fun on tv.

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Old Dec 31, 2011, 05:44 PM
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Hi Melissa(((( (hugs))))
I'm sorry ur feeling so bad Too bad u couldn't take a nap..
I miss my friends too so I know how it feels...sucks really. But why do the ppl @ the hospital not like you as you wrote? Is there a diff hospital available?
My dr.s are on vacay too. It thankfully was able to email my t but def not pdoc. Is there any email or back up # you can use?

Hope you start feeling better.... PM me if you would like!. Ill just be washing the flu virus off all my daughters clothes n everything lol. FUN! Lol
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 05:48 PM
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So sorry you're feeling so sad and worthless. You have friends in TX? Can you contact them somehow to wish them a happy new year? I hope you'll reach out - it can help so much. Or keep posting here. You have friends here
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 06:05 PM
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Hi Melissa(((( (hugs))))
I'm sorry ur feeling so bad Too bad u couldn't take a nap..
I miss my friends too so I know how it feels...sucks really. But why do the ppl @ the hospital not like you as you wrote? Is there a diff hospital available?
My dr.s are on vacay too. It thankfully was able to email my t but def not pdoc. Is there any email or back up # you can use?

Hope you start feeling better.... PM me if you would like!. Ill just be washing the flu virus off all my daughters clothes n everything lol. FUN! Lol
The people dont understand why I have such a hard time talking about whats going on. When i do they minimize it alot. I would end up going to the same hospital that is where my pdoc works out of. I see pdoc tuesday anf t on friday. Pdoc tends to dismiss my sui thought because they tend to happen very frequently and most of the time I dont do anything. So dont know that I will say anything tuesday about it...guess its just one of those things I have to suffer with. I would have given anything to taken my sisters place 21.5 years ago. My life has sucked since. UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 07:17 PM
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night i hope you sleep well and maybe tomorrow will look a bit more manageable
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 10:30 PM
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I give up!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!!! I give up!!!!!!! I give up!!!!! I givr up!!!!!!!! I givr up!!!!!! I give up!!!! I give up!!!!! I give up!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!! I give up!!!!! ,i give up!!!!! I give up!!!!!! I give up!!!! Iguve up!!!!!
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Old Dec 31, 2011, 10:43 PM
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TX?!
I'm from there! Lived most of my life there!!! ^__^
And was born in Irving, Tx on Jan 13, 1987


Is there a diffrent hospital you can go to?
I know that feeling, and I also know how they treat people when that feeling is one that I've gotten long before.
Do you know what you need that could help you? Even if it's not obtainable?
Please don't give up! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT GIVE UP!!!
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Old Jan 01, 2012, 09:10 AM
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((((((Melissa)))))))

Thinking of you and hoping you're safe.
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Old Jan 01, 2012, 09:38 AM
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Really hoping you're feeling better today Melissa, don't give up
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Old Jan 01, 2012, 11:12 AM
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Hey Melissa, can you let us know you're okay? A lot of us are worried about you, but don't know what to do to help.

times like this, I kind of hate this forum. I have a hard time with seeing someone in this much pain, Melissa, and having no way to reach you.
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Old Jan 01, 2012, 11:51 AM
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Okay, I'm new to this forum. What the heck do we do when something like this happens? I'm really concerned Melissa is od'ing or really in danger based on this last post!
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Old Jan 01, 2012, 01:24 PM
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(((((Melissa)))))

It isn't that time, please let us know you're safe.
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Old Jan 02, 2012, 06:01 PM
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Okay, I'm new to this forum. What the heck do we do when something like this happens? I'm really concerned Melissa is od'ing or really in danger based on this last post!
There is nothing we can do, except be here for her when she comes back.
(Of course, some people have the option of prayer.)
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Old Jan 02, 2012, 07:17 PM
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Melissa, I sure hope you got help.
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Old Jan 02, 2012, 07:42 PM
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Hi Melissa....how are you? Are you ok?? Pls post a reply on here so we know you are...
You have your pdoc appt tomm right?
Hopefully we will hear from you soon....I know there's a lot of ppl worried about you right now....

You have PM'd me before w/ wonderful support, PM me hun I'm always on here & know that I (we) are here for you!

I hope your feeling better...
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Okay, I'm new to this forum. What the heck do we do when something like this happens? I'm really concerned Melissa is od'ing or really in danger based on this last post!
I feel kinda stalker ish by saying this, but one way to tell if someone has signed in or loaded PC up and when the last time was is to go into their profile and see where it says when they were last seen, and where... under their profile pic.

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Melissa, we're here for you if you feel like talking!
If I had a car I'd come visit you if you would want that too... I'm only a state down from MI now.. I live in the southern part of Indiana..
I also know what its like to be somewhere you dont wanna be.. and know exactly where you do wanna be and cant get there... I wrote poems about it and chatted with my friends via internet when I could.. and through snail mail... and day dreamed away with my plans on how i was going to get back to TX.. I even did constant reasearch on how i was going to plan my trip back.. which was the cheapest route, how i was planning on saving up money, and how long that might take me to save up that money...
... To my dismay, I went back to TX... and everyone and every place had changed since when I left.. they all moved on with their lives.. while I was still stuck at where I was when i moved from TX... .. now i'm stuck in between and im left going "where the hell do i belong!?" ..
Ironically, one of my best friends from Texas, moved her junior high school year.. She was born in MI and moved to TX.
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Old Jan 02, 2012, 11:51 PM
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Well I hope the fact that she's recently been on here means she's okay.
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Old Jan 03, 2012, 12:19 AM
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Hi Melissa....how are you? Are you ok?? Pls post a reply on here so we know you are...
You have your pdoc appt tomm right?
Hopefully we will hear from you soon....I know there's a lot of ppl worried about you right now....

You have PM'd me before w/ wonderful support, PM me hun I'm always on here & know that I (we) are here for you!

I hope your feeling better...
Got pdoc tue and t fri

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Old Jan 03, 2012, 07:18 AM
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Sorry for scarring you all. See pdoc tue and possible hospitalization.

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