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Old Jan 04, 2012, 08:15 PM
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Ok so I finally woman-ed up and emailed T to book an appointment. I have a memo pad on my phone of things that came up this week that I want to talk about. I'll look at it before I go in but I know I won't look at it there even if I blank out of my topics.

I'm a little freaked out about the topics. They aren't big really, just like windows into the castle. Now of course I was told the windows were made of bullet proof glass but I never told them to build windows -silly neurological construction workers . So now what am I doing? I'm putting T in an elevator that puts her right infront of one of the windows. And of course there will be archers on the ready and guards in the elvator but wasn't there a reason for the moat and the dragon?

I've been up and down all week but I'm afraid to tell her that -that's not who I am. I happy and together at all times RIGHT? le sigh
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Old Jan 04, 2012, 09:18 PM
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looks like you have a good plan! being scared is ok. I like your analogy about the bullet proof glass & neurological construction workers.
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Old Jan 05, 2012, 02:05 PM
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T likes my analogies too but I didn't get a chance to tell her about this part. Well it seems the guards in the elevator weren't paying attention. I cried. AND she found the secret back door -having me write stuff down.

It's good I guess. I'm just raw and exhausted.
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Old Jan 05, 2012, 02:31 PM
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T likes my analogies too but I didn't get a chance to tell her about this part. Well it seems the guards in the elevator weren't paying attention. I cried. AND she found the secret back door -having me write stuff down.

It's good I guess. I'm just raw and exhausted.
Yes, it's good when our T gets past our defenses. Exhausting, but good.
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Old Jan 05, 2012, 10:16 PM
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T likes my analogies too but I didn't get a chance to tell her about this part. Well it seems the guards in the elevator weren't paying attention. I cried. AND she found the secret back door -having me write stuff down.

It's good I guess. I'm just raw and exhausted.
that does sound like a good session.
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Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


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