So alone

crazylife · Mar 09, 2012, 04:28 PM

I'm feeling really alone right now, my T is away for 3 weeks and tried mates, family, b/f and no one is answering, having huge flashbacks and loosing who i am. I just really need someone.

Would call a crisis line but it's straight to the hospital which i don't want or need, i just need someone to make it all go away.

Perna · Mar 09, 2012, 04:36 PM

Go to a local store for a pack of gum? Just getting out of my apartment and changing scenes for a bit often helped me break up the flashbacks and other ugly things going on in my head only, get back to what is actually happening now.

crazylife · Mar 09, 2012, 04:40 PM

Wish i could but been drinking and can't drive and the local store is a 30 min walk lol.

mcl6136 · Mar 09, 2012, 04:43 PM

keep posting here. I will support you. Others are supporting me, right now.

Walking does sometimes help! Moving is something we are evolved to do!

RiverX · Mar 09, 2012, 04:44 PM

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Originally Posted by crazylife

I'm feeling really alone right now, my T is away for 3 weeks and tried mates, family, b/f and no one is answering, having huge flashbacks and loosing who i am. I just really need someone.

Would call a crisis line but it's straight to the hospital which i don't want or need, i just need someone to make it all go away.

Hear you on how you're feeling right now. Sometimes it's like that, nobody available. I used to think of those times as times to grow, to practice self-care, whatever that meant, to turn to higher power, pray, etc.
Otherwise, just hang in ther. This too will pass.
river

BLUEDOVE · Mar 09, 2012, 05:01 PM

Hello Friend,
I was exactly in the same boat as you just over a week
ago.It definitely WILL PASS,I promise you! Meanwhile,hang on to
this quote:"That which does not kill you will make you stronger."
And it damn well does you know,it DOES.
Kindness+Courage To You,
BLUEDOVE.

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