[Dos3512]

I sound like a looney toon based on the paperwork the hospital sent home with me the last time I was in there. It was an involutary stay, so there were court papers too..UGH!!! i wasnt at the hospital I normally go to so I guess they felt no reason to hold "back bipolar, depressed, severe and borderline personality disorder" that is EXACTLY what one of the court documents said. I hate being sick and all this just disgusts me. I desperately want to crawl in bed and hide under the covers. It is hard to accept though from what I have read I definitely fit them. I see T next week and pdoc in a few weeks. I wanna give up on me it just seems so hard to get better is it really poosible?

[likelife]

Coming out of the hospital is such a vulnerable place to be. It's even more difficult when you feel slapped in the face with multiple diagnoses. I hope that talking with your T will help to clear up some of the diagnostic stuff, in the sense that he/she can offer some information and guidance.

I wish you well.

[mortimer]

I'm pretty sensitive about my borderline diagnosis. I feel like it's such a slap in the face and insult. I know how bad it hurts to see your diagnosis, so know you're not alone in that. OK? I wish I would have never even found out my diagnosis.

Sorry you don't feel so great. Try to remember that diagnosis weren't really meant to be known by patients, there created so doctors can coordinate care quicker and easier.

Did the hospital stay help at all? Where they nice or mean? If they were kind to you remember they didn't hate you for it, OK? If they were mean they're just douche canoes. And they can shove their paperwork in their big stupid faces.

[Dos3512]

My stay there was terrible...staff was verbally abusive and demeaning. I had one staff member put her fist in my face while yelling at me. Then proceeded to point out where her fist was and said what you think Im goin to hit you. I wouldnt do that. The other hospital i am normally at is far far better than that bs. Ugh!! Its sickening what people can get away with when you are already at a handicap.

[mortimer]

Then they definitely can shove their big stupid paper work and fists up their douche canoes. That's not OK to be treated like that.

You could complain to the hospital director. Write a letter detailing your stay and if you remember their names.

It was their bad though, not yours. Yeah, you might got some hang ups, but obviously they do too. We all got hang ups.

: / I hope you get feeling better soon. Is your T and Pdoc nice to you?

[WikidPissah]

I had psych testing done and received a 5 page summary of all my "issues"...I shudder every time I come across it.

[Dos3512]

Y T and podcast are great!!!!thank God!!!! I can't imagine getting the report from psych testing I would shudder too right out of my skin.