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Old May 09, 2012, 09:29 AM
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Peaches, I HOPE she's back. She didn't respond to my email confirming my appointment. I only wanted her to confirm it so I know she's back. Three weeks is a long time and what if she missed the plane?

I want to sit quietly for the WHOLE session. I want to be little. I don't know what I want.

SarahMichelle: Thank you. I'm afraid to call! I'm 99% sure she's busy like you say. She put me in at 5 p.m. so she must have a full day of clients. She's very dedicated to her work so I'm sure she's trying to fit everyone in. I don't want to panic. I have to go somewhere soon and I won't be able to check my email.
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Old May 09, 2012, 09:42 AM
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I hope things go well today, Rainbow, and that you get what you need.
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Old May 09, 2012, 10:47 AM
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I'm starting to panic. No email. Options and thoughts:

1. I can call her.
2. I can wait, since my appointment isn't until tonight.
3. I can email again.
4. I can assume she's back, seeing other clients, and has no time to email me yet.
5. Maybe she didn't get my email.
6. Maybe she's sleeping.

For some reason I don't want to call or email yet.
I guess I'll wait. If she didn't get back, she would have had to call, even from Europe. Right? I didn't hear of any plane crashes.

I'm breathing slowly. I wish I didn't care so much.
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I bolded my thought. You're going to be ok Rainbow. Someone WOULD have called if she wasn't back. I wish I could reach through the screen and hold your hand. It's going to be ok, just breathe.
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Old May 09, 2012, 01:06 PM
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Isn't your appointment today, Rainbow? Mine's tomorrow and I thought you were one day ahead of me.

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Old May 09, 2012, 01:15 PM
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thinking about you today sweetie
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Old May 09, 2012, 01:31 PM
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Thank you for the responses. I was out, got home, and still no email. I just called and left a message on her machine to call or email me. I know it's stupid; she's probably there, but I have 2 1/2 hours to go and I feel uneasy. I would NEVER do this for a regular appointment. I don't want anyone to think I'm over the edge normally like this.
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Old May 09, 2012, 02:10 PM
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Thank you for the responses. I was out, got home, and still no email. I just called and left a message on her machine to call or email me. I know it's stupid; she's probably there, but I have 2 1/2 hours to go and I feel uneasy. I would NEVER do this for a regular appointment. I don't want anyone to think I'm over the edge normally like this.
I hope you hear from her soon. Good luck at your appt, let us know how it goes!
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Old May 09, 2012, 02:23 PM
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My T called back! She's there and didn't get the email. I'm still panicky, though. My stomach hurts. Therapy is too hard for me; I'm like jazzy in that regard. I don't know why I'm afraid to tell her my feelings. I think it's because there is no answer. She probably had a great time and I didn't. Sorry; I have to do something else now for an hour, maybe take a shower, eat some lunch. Breathe.
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Old May 09, 2012, 02:51 PM
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Yes, breathe! I'm glad she called you back. Hope your session goes well.
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Old May 09, 2012, 07:02 PM
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Happiness cannot be found
through great effort and willpower,
but is already present,
in open relaxation and letting go.

Don't strain yourself,
there is nothing to do or undo.
Whatever momentarily arises
in the body-mind
Has no real importance at all,
has little reality whatsoever.

Don't believe in the reality
of good and bad experiences;
they are today's ephemeral weather,
like rainbows in the sky.


~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~

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Old May 09, 2012, 07:05 PM
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I am very glad she called you back. I hope your appointment went well.
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Old May 09, 2012, 07:09 PM
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((((rainbow)))) glad you did hear back although how horrible the email was never received by now I think your session should have happened? how are you
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