feeling alone

Not possible.

Post as much as you like and need; your posts and presence are always always welcome. No such thing as too much, really (unless you could post 1000000 times in a day, which isn't even realistically possible!) so no worries.

I am glad your counselor did take you on then, especially if she did already have a full case load. And for free of charge ..... that's great and probably relieves you of a burden. Maybe someday she will be able to have more time.

we are hoping so too,sooner rather than later. the depression is starting to take hold pretty badly right now

((TrinityDancer))

Don't be shy! We're all stupid here!

that made us smile-thank you♥

Depression can be caused from stuffed feelings. Are you not expressing some feelings these days? I remember that you said that you have 2 new house guests. How is that going?

no sannah we arent expressing anything lately. cores daughter and friend are ok,they mostly arent here anyway but the kittens(HUGE triggers) are left for us to take care of and thats not doing too good for us. emotionally we feel very stuck and as soon as something starts to rise it immediately gets shoved back inside.

i feel like i'm alone too. every day i feel like i'm a ghost just moving through crowds. im basically a loner at school and at home. i just cant seem to become normal. and everything i do is wrong... according to my mother.
do you have problems with your parents too?

welcome to PC gloomyday,its nice to meet you actually we are married with 2 adult and one 8yo child but thank you for the compliment! feeling lonely is awful and we are so very sorry that you feel like that but if nothing else you definitely have a friend here with us♥

Trinity, I actually logged on just now to see how you were doing and to give you a huge hug. You do NOT wear out your welcome here. I am ALWAYS glad to hear from you. *smooch*

thank you jen♥♥♥♥♥♥ that really makes us feel good

Can you start to express yourself more?

if it wont come out as rage and anger maybe we can try but lately and especially tonight we are struggling with bouts of this and dont really know what to do with it as there really is no safe outlet we can use right now. most likely the best we can hope for is tomorrow after everyone else has left and we can throw something

Not that it does any good, but I am thinking of you and wishing that you felt better.

of course it does us a lot of good!!! thank you for thinking of us♥♥♥

thinking of you as well

thank you rainbow rose♥♥♥

Would it help to write here about what you are angry about?

maybe it might but hard to do without profanity. would most likely come out as some huge,confusing,rambling rant-is this the proper forum to rant in?

I would think that this forum would be fine. If you ever want more privacy you can always PM me also.

thanks sannah-may just take you up on that very soon♥

Trinity, we are all here and sometimes a good ole hissy fit complete with cursing and kicking is the best medicine! let er rip!