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*** TRIGGER ***
these are things my T doesn't even have language for, that pampered motherless little brat. I am so jealous of him for being a half-orphan. at least he had a stepmother and grandparents to look after him, plus his dad. I just had a crazy half-naked woman and a half-pervert dad and I still don't know wtf my brother is, I don't think he does either. why can't they just leave me alone. pretend I live far far way. pretend i'm dead. or do like they did the whole time I was a kid, just effin ignore me. oh yeah, except for holidays, then they have to answer to the relatives, did you see hankster? how's hankster? and they don't know how to tell the relatives that they don't know and they don't care - she's always just been an embarrassment to them anyway. How dare she not grow big boobs! what kind of woman is that? a FAILURE. we disown her. |
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But, Hankster, you know what's cool now? You have friends. You have people who love you now. Hankster is a woman who is not a failure. She is awesome and has so many strengths it's mind-boggling. And we know she's fun and she's supportive and she's smart and she's just totally awesome. We don't ignore you. We love you. It matters not anymore what those idiot people from your past think or do. Leave them in the dust...
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#28
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hankster, It is such a toxic situation for you. It is easy to see why it makes you sick. It isn't fair. It isn't right. You don't deserve to be treated that way. I read somewhere that depression is anger directed inward. It is so justified for you to be angry. I wish you strength and wisdom in navigating your interactions with your family. Keep T by your side, at least virtually. Its ok to be angry that his history looks easier than yours. Any emotion that is going to help you get the feelings out is good. **big safe hug** keep us here on PC in the know.
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#29
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& the Academy award goes to............
Sorry you have to put up with all that drama in your life....it must be difficult to filter it out......giving you many ![]()
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You are the parent. They are the children.
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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