Well I have my last session with T tomorrow! Not really sure how to feel, mostly I feel sad but another ways I feel that it is for the best because I was overly attached, by this I mean I think about her all the time. Now its been a rocky road and we didn't always see eye to eye as some of you might now from my previous posts. However I wrote her a long letter thanking her for all her help because I don't think it would be nice on our last session to tell her that she didn't really help me so I am trying to be positve and tell her all the ways she DID help

Sounds bittersweet Button, let us know how it goes and if you like pocket riders...there is never a shortage here!

Originally Posted by LolaCabanna

Sounds bittersweet Button, let us know how it goes and if you like pocket riders...there is never a shortage here!

Thanks Lola, Bittersweet is perfect discription. Anyone want to tag along, feel free pocketriders welcome

[kiki86]

hope it goes as well. i think it's good to focus on the positive too.

Originally Posted by kiki86

hope it goes as well. i think it's good to focus on the positive too.

Thanks Kiki, as much as she drives me mad I couldn't hurt her by telling the truth... I did say that I felt our last session was decided abruptly and that I do feel abandoned and not ready to go it alone just yet

[kiki86]

well i'm glad you told her that at least. just do whatever helps YOU. you don't really owe her anything after what happened at the end especially.

[bostonredsox]

Take it slow. Sleep as deeply as possible. Find the silver lining

You are right, she really did threat me very badly in the end and did more damage then good but who knows what their reasons are. I am sure we will never know either. I am so nervous about it and I think she won't be as kind to me as I will be to her.

Originally Posted by button30

You are right, she really did treat me very badly in the end and did more damage then good but who knows what their reasons are. I am sure we will never know either. I am so nervous about it and I think she won't be as kind to me as I will be to her.

I'm in the pocket and I got your back!

Originally Posted by LolaCabanna

I'm in the pocket and I got your back!

Thanks Lolacabanna,

You can protect me from angry fire breathing T tomorrow

[pbutton]

Good luck! I feel for you.

thanks Pbutton,
I hav to do this and stay strong and not allow myself to cry as i told her I am very upset and not ready for this to end.....Stay strong button you can do IT

[kiki86]

you can be strong. but i think you can be strong AND cry too. i don't think there's anything wrong with that. someone close to you hurt you, there's nothing weak about showing that pain.

[geez]

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow

[pbutton]

I see no reason why you should keep from crying. If you're upset, you're upset. Let her see the truth.

Thanks guys I will let you know how I get on:-)

Thinkin about ya...im in the pocket

[taylor43]

In your pocket. Nop shame in crying, it is very healing. (((((Hugs)))))))

[WikidPissah]

thinking of you button

Button .....

Hi there ok I will post up how it went in an hour! It went very very well so happy:-)

It was getting hot in your pocket and MKAC kept poking me...LOLOLOLOLOLOL

Originally Posted by LolaCabanna

It was getting hot in your pocket and MKAC kept poking me...LOLOLOLOLOLOL

LOLA started it! She was squishing me on purpose! So I had no choice.

Glad it went well! Looking forward to hearing more about it.

Thanks lola cabanna and My kids are cool, I love those smileys they are the bomb !
WEll my last closing session went so well, she was so nice and understanding, I fell in love with her all over again. See I was very nervous because after our last session I sent her an email declaring my love for her so I was really nervous about seeing her and lately things have been a little all over the place between us. but she was so nice about it today and it was so genuine I feel all warm and fuzzy after it today