Last session with t

"I *will* miss you"

"I look forward to seeing you on the 15th"

"you will hear from me... In the most ridiculous ways"

"I *will* let u know that I made it through"

"take care. Be well."

Then it was done. I won't see her till the 15th. I'm holding it together. I haven't cried yet. I feel empty and hollow inside. I miss her already.

One day at a time. I always used to think I'd never survive the longer breaks, and years later I still struggle a fair bit. I always try to look at it as something positive because at least I have something to lose, which is much better than having nothing or nobody to lose. The fact that they leave but then they do still return helps to develop a sense of stability, I think. Even though it's so hard at the time.

the ridiculous ways comment made me smile I know you are hurting and that this is so hard on you; but I hope you can also see and hang on to your T's care and concern for you and that it helps you through the next few weeks

You will miss her, and you will grow.

Not seeing t for a while is tough. I hope it goes by quickly for you.

one day at a time girl you can do this and hang out here maybe that will help

(((Miswimmy)))

I loved reading your post so much, that I think I miss your T also. Lean on us, Miswimmy.

I hope you are doing okay Nightlight.