It has been awhile since I posted here, TBH I have mixed emotions about my T right now, I feel like she cares a lot about me as she is doing the most she can do to help me but leaving therapy is so hard for me emotionally.

She said that I have 1 session left with her in January which we arranged last week but after seeing her today I got the impression that she wants to extend them but I can't be sure, I talked about how I was just beginning to trust her and this was ending and she explained that this was always short term which of course I always knew that, I told her that I am not sure that I can do therapy again she asked why I then went on to say I feel I can't go through this again, She has offered to come to any assessments with me and she even wants to meet with my new CPN I know that she cares, I don't want to leave, I got very upset today, It is very hard, If I knew it was going to be like this I would never have started therapy in the first place.

[Wren_]

((((tink)))) can you ask her now (before jan) if there is any way at all to extend the sessions?

[sittingatwatersedge]

(((((((((((((((((((( tinkerbell ))))))))))))))))))) why does it have to be short term? Why do you have to leave? Can T not make arrangements to see you even on an out-of-pocket basis?

I totally get what you say about not feeling 'done' but not being able to see starting over with someone else. Hope yr T gives some serious though to that, and comes up with some options for you.

Thanks,

No, she works for a company which is a shame. Today though I met my new CPN and she is lovely so I told her the situation and I think she is going to call my T and ask her to extend my sessions as my CPN is looking into longer term therapy so this could turn out ok I am hoping They work for same kind of service. My new CPN is going to visit me every week too and can help me in many ways

If ever I need her I can call her

[Wren_]

that sounds wonderful tink what kind of things can the cpn help you with?
I hope things with t work out