[DelusionsDaily]

Hi all,

I hate having to cancel T but I had to cancel when I have bronchitis and a fever. So I rescheduled for Tuesday at 10am. Hoping I feel better by then. I have so much I want to talk about I wish I didn't have to cancel.

Will your T do a phone session to save them self from being infected?

[DelusionsDaily]

T doesn't do phone sessions. I wish she did.

Every rule has an exception

[precious things]

I hope you feel better soon. Maybe you could write out some of the things you wanted to talk about? at least get them out of your head, even if your T doesn't see it until the next appt?

[DelusionsDaily]

Wrote it all out in poem form to share with her. I don't feel ok to share it yet on here.

[DelusionsDaily]

Ok here's the poem this about my experience IRL not on here....

I am at war with myself
Stumbling along this path
Longing to do Gods will
Butch doing the exact contrary

I look all around
See few examples of living right
People mock the church
Right in my face

Because of people in the ministry
Living two different lives
But don't we all(to one degree or another)
Even in doing the best we can

Sexuality is an issue with
Believers and non-believers alike
Primarily because of priests
Acting in contest with basic decency

Wrong it is to molest anyone
Its not a basis of wholesale condemnation
There are many trying to live
The life of example God would have us live

[content30]

Oh gosh...so sorry you are so sick and that you have to miss therapy! I had to cancel a few months ago due to the flu. I mean, for me, I get a little more down when I'm sick, just cause I can't go anywhere or do anything and feel terrible...it would be awesome if Ts did home sick visits! Then again, I wouldn't want anyone to see me looking all sick and yucky!