So last session with t and nearly every session she tells me I am free to do whatever I want in our session and be who I want to be. I said I am being me, she said I want you to say what you feel and scream and let all of the anger out. I can't do it.
She said a client can do anything except Hit a t or break up the furniture. I kind of liked the idea of breaking the place up.
What is the the most craziest and fun things you have done in your ts presence/office?

[stopdog]

I think I may have smiled once.

Originally Posted by stopdog

I think I may have smiled once.

Was it like this or this? Stopdog you crack me up, heheheheh...

[CantExplain]

Probably the cross-dressing.

Originally Posted by CantExplain

Probably the cross-dressing.

Really???

[CantExplain]

Yes, really. It's the only place outside my home where I dare to. And even then, not often.

[murray]

I've cried in T. That's pretty out there for me.

[archipelago]

I once had the experience of tripping accidentally. Really! I was researching stuff in the local area, including the natives and their use of plants. I found cactus plants and wondered if they were peyote like. My exposure alone made me start to trip right in the middle of a session, when I don't do drugs at all any more.

I realized I couldn't really drive so my therapist, who is also an MD, checked me out and told me I was tripping so he offered to let me stay in the next office while he saw the rest of his patients for the day.

While I was tripping I had a kundalini experience where I started having full body orgasms without doing anything. When he was finished with his patients and walked in on me, I was twisting and writhing on a couch. He watched for a long time without saying a word.

Eventually I came out of it and he drove me home, but we've never really talked about it which is a little strange since we have talked about most things.

[tinyrabbit]

I have this fantasy where I bring in a bag of crockery and a hammer and smash the lot. Haven't asked my T if I can, though.

[unaluna]

About once a year or so, t will waltz me around the room. So there's a new tv show, dancing with the Ts! Anyway, this last time, just recently, he said, "oh! I like how you've learned to follow now, that's new!" I was like, yeah, ever since I developed sight problems, I learned to just relax and be grateful for someone's lead. Not very empowering, but there it is. Also, in my particular case though - I had FOO that would lead me straight to hell, so really no wonder that I wouldn't follow.

[QuietCat]

I have yet to do anything really unusual in therapy, but I always have this fantasy of yelling at T, "I HATE YOU!"

I don't hate him at all though, so I always lose the urge as soon as I see him.

I tell my T frequently that I hate him, usually just after I've cried. I kicked my T once in an angry outburst. I apologised but of course he was fine and wanted to know what caused the outburst.

[seattleskies88]

So sometimes in therapy I take off my shoes (usually just TOMs-- they slip right off) and sit cross-legged on my T's big leather couch. I also typically have a cup of coffee with me.

Well, last week I had set my coffee next to my shoes and when I stood up, knocked the coffee so that it dribbled out of the little sippy part right into my shoes. Me and my T both just kinda starred at the accident and were like "Uhh..."
And then we both laughed and he gave me some tissues to clean it up.

I like it when my T am I can laugh about something.

It makes me think that he doesn't just label me as a depressed client, but as a whole person with a heart and soul who, though struggling with depression, can find joy in little things. And that's something else we can share.

[rainbow8]

I sang to my T! I have yet to cry or shout but I want to!

[seattleskies88]

Originally Posted by rainbow8

I sang to my T! I have yet to cry or shout but I want to!

Oh I bet you sing beautifully! What did you sing and how did your T respond?
I would love to just bring my guitar in someday.