Hi everybody,
This is my new username I was Button30. I had to change my name because I didnt feel safe anymore onhere under that name for various reasons, one of which was I thought my t could identify me from my posts and I didn't want that and another was my old username was too personal and people could easily identify me.
Anyways, I just wanted to update you all as I missed it here.

After seeing t today I was floating
She was soooo good today and exactly what I needed. She said that she would be honest with me- she admitted she was struggling because it would be hard for her without hurting me. She said my relationship with new gf is no good for me and she said it out of concern. She doesn't want me to enter into another abusive relationship.
T said she had so much respect for me and liked me and it mad her sad to see me repeating these patterns. She said it wasn't my fault that this is all I am used to but I have choices.
It never occured to me that maybe I was choosing abuse but now that she said it, it makes sense.
I like this girl but when t asked me what was it I liked, i really struggled and couldn't answer but yet I could say ten bad things about her so naturally I thought that it was me and my mind was seeing things clearly.

[CantExplain]

((Mona))

Good work!