[JaneC]

I thought when my T went on holiday and we would have a 3 week break, that I was totally ok with it. That I was looking forward to having some time off and a break from all the hard emotional work.

I was wroooooooooooooooooong!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had not realised how much of a help it really has been to have my T to talk to each week. Its been 7 months and for the last month or so I was seeing him twice a week because of how hard things had become for me. And now nothing!

Hmmm, when he is back I will have to thank him I guess. But right now I really wish I had someone to talk to.

I feel a little silly, does this happen for anyone else???

[CantExplain]

((Jane))

T holidays are hard. It's all part of growing up, I guess.

[tinyrabbit]

T vacations are hard. I try to sort of take pleasure in missing T, if that makes any sense, in that I'm glad I have him and that he's worth missing when he's away.

[mixedup_emotions]

Ah, yes. I can relate to this very much. I've seen my T 1-3x/week for the last 4+ years. The longest break we had was about 3 weeks (which turned into 5 weeks), not too long ago. And, at first, I was ok with it....then, I started missing him terribly...and then I felt numb and indifferent...then angry when my appt. was screwed up, so I ended up not being able to see him for another 2 weeks.

All grist for the mill. Good to see you here, though!