Talking about your childhood.

Thanks everyone for your responses. I think i will try and tackle this sometime in the near future. It will feel cathartic to get it out i think. Start small. Again thanks for your thoughtful input.

I feel the same bipolar, it feels disloyal or as t puts it a b itching session. She assures me it's not like that but I still think it is and don't talk about my family and childhood because I am afraid of ring disloyal to my mom.t doesn't force it and says I will be ready to talk when I am ready.
I hope you can have a conversation when you are ready