[sweepy62]

I probably should be posing this elsewhere , but I feel comfortable here. The past couple of weeks have been an emotional wreck for me in therapy for those keeping up with my posts, so I have been smoking pot with my friend just to calm things down.

This past weekend on Friday was way different , she is in somewhat in a bit of a domineering relationship with her bf, every time I go there he is always ready to go to work but this time he came home way early. My friend and I were already smoking pot and she was telling me how abusive he was in Thier intimate relations.

He walked in high on speed and was drinking and began to smoke pot, I had drank to and continued to smoke, then we decided to go to the basement and play pool and darts and that's when things got scary . He began to become flirty and wanted me to spend the night, and started talking about a game called strip something I forgot, I was so high.

I started flashing back (CSa) history the basement began looking like it did back then My experience was horrible I managed to text my h to pick me up ASAP . Bottom line I have had nightmares and flashbacks, I have called crisis and they helped me with grounding skills. I left a message for my t today but she never called back. Any thoughts?

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[Hopelesspoppy]

Originally Posted by sweepy62

I probably should be posing this elsewhere , but I feel comfortable here. The past couple of weeks have been an emotional wreck for me in therapy for those keeping up with my posts, so I have been smoking pot with my friend just to calm things down.

This past weekend on Friday was way different , she is in somewhat in a bit of a domineering relationship with her bf, every time I go there he is always ready to go to work but this time he came home way early. My friend and I were already smoking pot and she was telling me how abusive he was in Thier intimate relations.

He walked in high on speed and was drinking and began to smoke pot, I had drank to and continued to smoke, then we decided to go to the basement and play pool and darts and that's when things got scary . He began to become flirty and wanted me to spend the night, and started talking about a game called strip something I forgot, I was so high.

I started flashing back (CSa) history the basement began looking like it did back then My experience was horrible I managed to text my h to pick me up ASAP . Bottom line I have had nightmares and flashbacks, I have called crisis and they helped me with grounding skills. I left a message for my t today but she never called back. Any thoughts?

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Hey, you got yourself out of there. Kudos. Relax, and don't put yourself EVER in such a risky situation. Knowledge is power.

[sweepy62]

Thank you so much for responding.

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[pbutton]

Sweepy, I am so sorry. That sounds terrifying. I am glad you got yourself out of that situation and that you are safe.

[sweepy62]

Thanks pbutton it's a lesson learned I wish I could shake this feeling and flashbacks hopefully my t will call tomorrow .

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[IndieVisible]

your friend on speed was that amphetamines of meth? At any rate they both make guys horny. Your very lucky, some men get very aggressive on speed. You should not get yourself in those situations again!

[sweepy62]

He was on meth and I know, and I won't put myself in that situation again I seriously am dealing with flashbacks to the point of me having to call the crisis hotline.

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[growlycat]

Meth is frickin scary.

Ugh, glad you are safe though.

[Syra]

Great job getting out of there! I'm so sorry to hear about the flasbacks. That's tough.

[sweepy62]

Thank you syra and everyone for responding hopefully my t calls tomorrow so I can process this and maybe the flashbacks will decrease .

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[ShrinkPatient]

Originally Posted by sweepy62

Thank you syra and everyone for responding hopefully my t calls tomorrow so I can process this and maybe the flashbacks will decrease .

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Obviously you did the right thing. Look at how strong you are!!! I don't know if the message you left for your T included the word "emergency," but I don't think it'd be an understatement. Sometimes waiting sucks and you should probably make your T aware of how serious it is. You don't have to be alone.

Huge HUG!

[Syra]

Originally Posted by ShrinkPatient

Obviously you did the right thing. Look at how strong you are!!! I don't know if the message you left for your T included the word "emergency," but I don't think it'd be an understatement. Sometimes waiting sucks and you should probably make your T aware of how serious it is. You don't have to be alone.

Huge HUG!

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