OH my god what did i do ???

yesterday after session .she never called me back .she had always called me back that was the one thing I could count ton from her is she would always call me back . and that is no longer the case either . she truly wants nothing to do with me at all and it hurts and I can sit there week after week with this. she wants me gone and its ok it hurts like hell I have over stayed my welcome but its ok

((((((Granite))))))

see how you are jumping in way too deep with your assumptions? When you've called before, how long did it take for her to return? Maybe she has been super busy, or had to go out of town? I wouldn't base all of your thoughts on one day. Hopefully she will call you back. I jsut REALLY don't think she suddenly decided she wants you gone. There are SO MANY reasons why she hasn't called you back yet, granite.

I called her Tuesday rightt after session .usually she call back soon at most next day. she never called and now the office is closed she is gone until Monday. she purposely didn't call .its hurts but is ok . I just hope she read my e-mail

If you go to the place where she purposely didn't call, then you are hurting yourself. For no reason.

There could be a 1000 reason she didn't call, none of them being on purpose.

I would challenge you to come up with only 20 different reasons - none related to you - why she didn't call.

Just 20.

Things like, she's sick, her dog/kid/husband got sick, she won the lottery, she took the day off to take a hot air balloon ride, the office flooded, etc...

Actually, I find the more outlandish and fun the reasons are, the better I feel, AND the more I can put it in perspective.

Just as an exercise, step out of the box a bit and try on a new way of thinking. It hurts a lot less, and usually is more accurate.