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Old Apr 02, 2014, 10:36 AM
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Sorry if this is posted in the wrong place. I thought I couldn't feel any crappier but I do. I want it to be done with. Every day is sheer torture. I feel guilt for dragging my partner along and destroying her. When I die I know it will destroy her and not sure if she'll survive. But I just can't take this anymore. I am dying more everyday, I have no happiness at all just frustration and disappointment.
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Old Apr 02, 2014, 10:41 AM
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Don't give up. It's hard, but quitting now means that it has won. You can beat this.
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Old Apr 02, 2014, 11:42 AM
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Do you have a therapist or someone that you could talk to and tell them that you are feeling this way? That sounds like depression talking. Even if things are that bad for you right now, there must be something that is good too, but depression keeps you from seeing it. Maybe that is your partner, or maybe there is something else too. Please talk to someone who can help you to connect with what makes life worth living. Maybe something needs to change and somebody can help you to make it happen.
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Old Apr 02, 2014, 11:49 AM
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Hang on; life can change in the flash of an eye. Seek therapy if you are going already. It really helps.
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Old Apr 03, 2014, 02:24 PM
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Whew! Made it through yesterday. Sorry about that. Still not in a great good but no longer playing on the edge
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