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Old Dec 19, 2006, 09:48 AM
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Very anxious about having to start all over with a new T. What I need is my meds adjusted. But I am not going to last long enough for that to happen unless somebody can get inside my head and fix it, even temporarily. I have no good way to describe what I feel like 24/7, but it's hugely unpleasant, and fixing to drive me over the edge.

I hate this. I hate being completely, totally crazy. I'm not even garden-variety depressed or anxious at this point, just crazy. The stress of trying to find new helpers on top of it just sucks. My last T was the best thing that ever happened to me, and I know lightning is not going to strike twice.

Sigh. Sorry for the pity party. I just really don't feel well, and I don't think I can be helped. meeting new T today

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Old Dec 19, 2006, 10:50 AM
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CB...Hang in there hopefully this new T will work out...I can totally empathize with you on this one...JFB
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Old Dec 19, 2006, 11:05 AM
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((((((Candybear))))) You are NOT crazy. This is a hard time of year, and plus the anxiety of starting over again, along with everything that you're dealing with, is more than enough to make someone feel completely overwhelmed. You can do this. I sincerly hope that things go well with your new T.
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Old Dec 19, 2006, 02:17 PM
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Let us know how it goes. I hope she can help you. As a rule, I think that each successsive T I have gone to has been better than the previous ones (well, mostly). It might be a function of you knowing better what you want, and understanding what you need to put into it. You are dealing with a lot, and it is totally understandable to need some support and help with coping right now.

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Old Dec 19, 2006, 08:56 PM
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So, I survived my first hour with a new T.

My official diagnosis: I dunno.

Anybody I see the rest of my life is going to suffer in comparison with my last T, so there's that to get out of the way.

I prefer to be intellectually compatible with my T's, and she seems able to keep up with me (not that I'm brilliant or anything, but some are smarter than others! I had one who clearly had smoked waaaaaay too much dope in the 70s. Never went back after the first session).

She gave me her phone number and told me she was available 24/7 and not to worry if I wake her up in the middle of the night if I need to, which is a plus.

She seemed to think my current insanity is anxiety run amok, and not bipolar, which is reassuring, and she was very validating in terms of granting me the right to be anxious, unlike my family members.

After hearing what I make, she knocked her fee from $100/wk to $40, which was VERY nice, though still a chunk of change per month that I'm going to have to find somehow.

I dunno. I wasn't immediately in love with her or at ease with her like I was with Gregory (the T direct from heaven), but it wasn't horrible, either. I suppose I'll give it a shot.
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Old Dec 19, 2006, 09:20 PM
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Candy, you deserve a good T and I am glad she felt right to you. Peace,,,, to us all.
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Old Dec 19, 2006, 09:24 PM
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Whoooooooaaaaaaa How exciting!!!!!
Yes but each T can do something special no other T can, sometimes they may seem more negative than positive features but they are each good at their jobs in different ways! I hope this T works out for you. (((CandyBear)))
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Old Dec 19, 2006, 11:34 PM
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(((((((((( Candy )))))))))))

It sounds like things went really well. It has to be so scary, but hang in there and keep trying.

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Old Dec 20, 2006, 12:59 AM
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meeting new T today That sounds good! Considering all the "housekeeping" details to get out of the way the first visit or so, you done good!!! meeting new T today That you can call her if you're in crisis??? HOW GREAT IS THAT!!!!

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(((((((((((((((((((candybear))))))))))))))))))) awesome i am so glad that you like your new T. And she gave you her number after the first visit., That is great. meeting new T today
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Old Dec 20, 2006, 10:54 PM
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I'm happy for you, and hope that it continues to work out well.
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Old Dec 29, 2006, 09:50 AM
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candy i know this is an old post but im having trouble keeping up over the holiday season!
im sooo so so glad you re first visit to the new t went well and you have some support again now. meeting new T today hang in there and i hope things get better for you quickly!
take good care of you
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