[monkeybrains21]

just as the title says i am amzing and dont need T anymore. i feel so good. i hold the world in my hand and it feels amazing! i am amazing. im so amazing i have no idea what to do tight now. cant work out yet since i just ate.coffee is great the weather is poopy but i cant control that. if i could it would ber all sunny and i could go outside and play!!! my god i havent played outside since i was a child. i want to climb the trees and go searching for coyotes!!!!!OMG there are red foxes her ive always wanted to see if they are as soft as they look.

[doyoutrustme]

I'm glad you are feeling so good- but don't do anything rash. Based on your posting history it seems like this mood is a bit sudden, maybe hypomanic?

Are you manic? Might check on that.

[monkeybrains21]

im not bi polar im awesome!~!!!~!~!~!~!~!~ i am soooo happy i called off!@!

[HazelGirl]

You sound manic. Do you have a pdoc you can call? This isn't a good thing, even though it feels good. There's a crash that always comes and you will regret some of the things you've done.

[PeeJay]

Originally Posted by monkeybrains21

im not bi polar im awesome!~!!!~!~!~!~!~!~ i am soooo happy i called off!@!

You remind me of this parody!

Bi-Winning!

[monkeybrains21]

Originally Posted by HazelGirl

You sound manic. Do you have a pdoc you can call? This isn't a good thing, even though it feels good. There's a crash that always comes and you will regret some of the things you've done.

i dont have a pdoc, i have a T. im not bi polar im amazing!!!@ i want to paint and work out and read and go skydiving and play call of duty and run and climb and dance!!!!!!

[doyoutrustme]

Why not give your T a call, let her know how wonderful you feel..?

[monkeybrains21]

i dont feel so good anymore. i feel sad. im redoing everything i did this morning to make me feel better. i dont all T ever.

[HazelGirl]

Originally Posted by monkeybrains21

i dont feel so good anymore. i feel sad. im redoing everything i did this morning to make me feel better. i dont all T ever.

Are you sure you're not bipolar? If not, what causes this jump and then crash in mood?

[monkeybrains21]

Originally Posted by HazelGirl

Are you sure you're not bipolar? If not, what causes this jump and then crash in mood?

I don't know what I am. The only ppl who think bipolar are here. No dx. How would I know?im not like this all the time in fact I haven't had good days since the last night I did lines and that was yrs ago. I'm just weird

[monkeybrains21]

Lol I'm awesome again! God this workout is amazing!!!!

[doyoutrustme]

Dude, call your therapist!

[losinghope]

Please please please call your T!!!

[Depletion]

Might I suggest: Am I Manic? Quiz - Psych Central

This might help you decide if you are indeed manic.

[blur]

one thing you could do is show this thread of yours to your T. it might help them get a better sense of what is happening with you. take care.

[unlockingsanity]

Is it wrong that I find this amusing? I'll take one of whatever Monkey is on. God I love it when I feel like she is describing. It really IS amazing.

[penguinh]

Originally Posted by unlockingsanity

Is it wrong that I find this amusing? I'll take one of whatever Monkey is on. God I love it when I feel like she is describing. It really IS amazing.

x2

[monkeybrains21]

Originally Posted by Depletion

Might I suggest: Am I Manic? Quiz - Psych Central

This might help you decide if you are indeed manic.

Yeah depending on how I look at the scoring I either did really bad at 85 or really good cuz that's a solid B. It doesn't matter anymore though. My partner wants me to leave if I stop trying to get better and fix myself. She says if I give up I have to leave. Which means I have no one and nothing and I lose everything that ever matter to me again.

I'm sorry, I feel so crappy and bad about myself today. I feel even worse because I've in essence invited all of u into my hell. Again I am so sorry.

[Bark]

It sounds like hypomania/mania to me as well. Are you on any medications? Antidepressants can trigger rapid cycling. It does sound like this feeling is quite unexpected.

It's an amazing feeling, for sure. But the impulsivity and the inevitable crash, not so much so.

Don't apologize to us! We understand.

Also, the mania quiz says 54 & up might be severe mania. 85 is way above that; in fact, the highest possible score is 90. Like other posters, I suggest you show this thread to your therapist, as well as the mania quiz and your result.

Hoping for the best.

[BeaFlower]

I'm so sorry that you're sad again It could really be for a disorder if you often change mood without a reason, but it could also not be...it can happen to feel sad or happy without a particular reason. It depends if you happen it very often. I too think that it's better if you talk about it with your therapist, he can help you clarify.
You'll be happy again

[monkeybrains21]

Originally Posted by Bark

It sounds like hypomania/mania to me as well. Are you on any medications? Antidepressants can trigger rapid cycling. It does sound like this feeling is quite unexpected.

It's an amazing feeling, for sure. But the impulsivity and the inevitable crash, not so much so.

Don't apologize to us! We understand.

Also, the mania quiz says 54 & up might be severe mania. 85 is way above that; in fact, the highest possible score is 90. Like other posters, I suggest you show this thread to your therapist, as well as the mania quiz and your result.

Hoping for the best.

I'm on nothing. I am so down today. I just want yesterday back. I want that. I go without everything in life and all I ask is to have the feeling back.
It doesn't matter what I score on any test, it's all an illusion. The whole world is an illusion.

See the illusion takes hold and shows u flowers and animals and sunrise and all the other things we see as being beautiful. But I see through that illusion. There is no beauty only horror and death. There is no mercy or humanity in the real world.

[BeaFlower]

I think that there are also beautiful things...if you don't feel it now it's only because of your mood. I can understand that you want your yesterday mood back, but it's even better to have an happiness that it's not 'pathological'. With the help of your T you can surely reach it. If you were happy yesterday, and nothing particular happened, you can also be happy again and notice the beautiful things. I wish it for you as soon as possible.

[HazelGirl]

You need to tell your T, as soon as possible, about what is going on.

[monkeybrains21]

Hazel I'm fine Wednesday is soon enough I wrote it all down so I don't forget. I'm just in a phunk I'll be fine