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Grand Magnate
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May 16, 2014 at 10:31 PM
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Well I been keeping busy painting stuff, and drawing, also been off meds for 4 days (yay) been feeling more artistic.
I will be posting some of it tomorrow , made my h buy me some paint brushes and acrylic sketch pad, I wanted more paint and an Easle , but he said I was getting carried away. He said I should stop thinking I'm some kind of artist. I know I'm not. My head is filled with ideas , Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Bipolar 1 Gad Ptsd BPD ZOLOFT 100 TOPAMAX 400 ABILIFY 10 SYNTHROID 137 |
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May 16, 2014 at 10:35 PM
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Sweepy, does your pdoc know you stopped your meds? Be careful.
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May 16, 2014 at 10:35 PM
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umm..... who defines who is an artist and who isn't??? Don't let anyone put limits on you Sweepy not even your husband!
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May 16, 2014 at 10:37 PM
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May 16, 2014 at 10:42 PM
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Sierra: nobody knows I stopped them, I think I have an appt with pdoc next Thursday . I m just starting to feel like I'm more alert to my surroundings , things are beginning to look more colorful , I live by a lake and one of the ducks had baby ducks,
They were so cute so yellow and beautiful . Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Bipolar 1 Gad Ptsd BPD ZOLOFT 100 TOPAMAX 400 ABILIFY 10 SYNTHROID 137 |
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May 16, 2014 at 10:43 PM
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Sounding a bit like you're headed to the manic side. Just sayin'. You might should rethink what you are doing.
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Grand Magnate
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May 16, 2014 at 10:49 PM
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I will thank you for caring, last time I was manic was ten months ago.
I'm starting to feel good though , downside a little lack of sleep, but I take this pill in the daytime to catch a nap. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Bipolar 1 Gad Ptsd BPD ZOLOFT 100 TOPAMAX 400 ABILIFY 10 SYNTHROID 137 |
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May 16, 2014 at 10:52 PM
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What pill? Sweepy, this doesn't sound good. It is only four days; you are already starting to have sleep issues. You know where this goes. Is there a reason you are choosing to send yourself into a manic episode? Not a good idea.
Editing to add: Sweepy, are you creating a bipolar crisis as a way to avoid/distract from the trauma work that scaring you right now? Something's going on here. Time to figure it out before you get hit by the oncoming train. |
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May 16, 2014 at 11:24 PM
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Whoa, Sweepy. I care about you. We all care about you. You need to start taking your medication again ASAP. I know it's enjoyable for a time, but it eventually leads to a crash and the roller coaster. I agree with 1914sierra. You might be doing this to get away from the trauma. You need to tell your T as soon as possible.
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May 17, 2014 at 01:17 AM
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 be careful Sweepy
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May 17, 2014 at 02:18 AM
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It's 2am I'm awake . Woke up from a bad nightmare , I went to bed close to midnight , the sleeping pill is prescribed for when I get severe stomach ache from eating spicy food for my stomach ulcer, but it gets me drowsy.
I thank you for caring, I'm not sure if I'm running from anything , but it could possibly be related. Anyway I'm gonna make a pot of coffee and shake this nightmare away. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Bipolar 1 Gad Ptsd BPD ZOLOFT 100 TOPAMAX 400 ABILIFY 10 SYNTHROID 137 |
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May 17, 2014 at 02:47 AM
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oh sweepy, I'm worried about you. I think you really are very artistic. I love seeing your art, and I'm so glad you got some paint. But I'm worried about you hurting yourself by not taking your meds. please reconsider.
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May 17, 2014 at 04:18 AM
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Sweepy I agree with the concern from all the people here who know you well. Please take care of yourself and consider well your thoughts for not taking your meds, and maybe reconsider?
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May 17, 2014 at 12:56 PM
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Are you going back on meds? Have you let your pdoc and T know you stopped?
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May 17, 2014 at 01:03 PM
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I was stupid for stopping them, it will take a couple of days to get back on track, I will see her on monday emergency appt. __________________ Bipolar 1 Gad Ptsd BPD ZOLOFT 100 TOPAMAX 400 ABILIFY 10 SYNTHROID 137 |
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May 17, 2014 at 01:14 PM
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Good for you. Glad you got yourself back on track.
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May 17, 2014 at 01:17 PM
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glad you're okay Sweepy. You're not stupid either. Generally there's a good reason why we do things, hope you can work through it with your T. Do post some of those drawings though. Would love to see them. You are artistic:-) __________________ '... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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May 17, 2014 at 01:25 PM
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I am so glad to hear you are taking your medications again and have an appointment for tomorrow. That's very relieving.
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May 17, 2014 at 02:19 PM
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sounds sabotage-y to me
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May 17, 2014 at 02:21 PM
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I'm glad to hear you're back on meds. Listen to your T and keep taking them. She knows what she's doing and the fact that she gave you an emer session shows she's concerned.
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