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Old Sep 23, 2014, 04:13 PM
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Ending therapy is really hard.

Everyone is acting in my best interest but I am seriously struggling.

Waiting is the hardest.

I could do with some positive vibes in my direction.

Change is hard. Trusting that everyone around me is acting in my best interest despite feeling emotionally horrific is incredibly hard. It is hard to see beyond the part that is screaming at me.

Just wanted to say this.
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Old Sep 23, 2014, 04:48 PM
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Sending you all the positive energy that I can
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Old Sep 23, 2014, 04:57 PM
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Sending positive thoughts your way. Hope it works out
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Old Sep 24, 2014, 10:52 AM
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I know how hard this is. Wishing you all the strength you need!

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Old Sep 29, 2014, 05:06 PM
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Thanks for everything.

Some days I feel I have been born upside down.

I have so much. I am able to accomplish so much through what I have been born with and been so generously offered over the years.

Yet, I wish to destroy it. For no exceptional reason, except fear.

Fear of what....that is the question... I think the answer is perhaps being human and not having the answer and being unprepared to accept that. If that isn't too much of a riddle in itself!

There are times when I am genuinely embarrassed to admit to how I'm coping as I feel I should be doing better, all things considered etc. Yet I feel angry when anyone says I'm doing well, all things considered...also.

Which was is up?

I'm tired, lots going on around me...therapy is ending or has ended and I'm not very well...although how well I am depends on where therapy is.....

And yes, that is embarrassing to admit to. I should be different from this; if any of this was logically based but it is nowhere near that.
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