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Old Sep 30, 2014, 04:57 AM
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T knows I've been feeling down for weeks, but Saturday will be my first session in 2 months and I will have to tell her how much worse I am doing. These days all I can think about is harming myself or planning how to end it all. I'm so scared of her reaction but I know that I need to tell....

Sorry I'm at work pretending I'm ok, so can't write much, but I really need some support....

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Old Sep 30, 2014, 05:17 AM
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Sending you hope to help get you through to Saturday I think you've made a very wise decision to tell your T how you feel and what you've been thinking. Whatever happens, your T has your besy interest in mind
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 06:00 AM
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Thanks for the support. I know she has my best interest at heart, but I can't afford to miss work next week.... I worry about being sick from the side-effects if she changes my meds...

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Old Sep 30, 2014, 06:00 AM
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Hi jordy, tell your t and don't be afraid. I hate pretending its such an effort and so unfair to us. It feels like that's what I do alot. Being yourself these days, seems to just be a turn off for some people.

Was your t on vacation?

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Old Sep 30, 2014, 06:08 AM
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We were both on vacation for 4 weeks and I had to cancel my session 3 weeks ago due to work. As she's a Pdoc she had a lot of patients to see after her break and couldn't fit me in any sooner...

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Old Sep 30, 2014, 06:46 AM
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Thanks for the support. I know she has my best interest at heart, but I can't afford to miss work next week.... I worry about being sick from the side-effects if she changes my meds...

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I don't know your work situation, but remind yourself that you health comes before work. I know what it's like pushing through - getting up, going into work, pretending I'm fine when all I wanted to do was withdraw and hide. You're mental health is important, go easy on yourself
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Old Sep 30, 2014, 06:53 AM
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The problem is I won't get better until I can move out from my mother's place. I can't afford that until I work full time and my company won't hire me full time until I've proven myself. Getting a sick leave now is the worst possible timing as they're considering giving me a full time position....

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