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I hear how others talk about their fear of anger in T, but what about fear of fear?
This is a huge trigger for me, where when I feel fear, I want to jump in front of a train. |
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Oh, I so understand. Fear is such a trigger for me. I think sometimes that I've always lived in fear of one thing or another and I just want to escape it ASAP.
Thanks for bringing this up. It may be the subject of my counseling session on Wednesday.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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Until my meds kicked in, I had accepted fear, anxiety and panic as part of my inherent personality. Now, I am experiencing life for the first time with a level of calm I never knew I could have. I am finally free from constant fear.
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Fear of fear, yes , that's a strong one and that alone causes me alot of anxiety. That generalized anxiety disorder where I worry about everything , and trust me I conjure up some **** in my mind, then I plan ways to handle it if it does happen. This is a constant battle with me. I fear that I will be too afraid to handle whatever it is that may happen or NOT ever happen.
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Bipolar 1 Gad Ptsd BPD ZOLOFT 100 TOPAMAX 400 ABILIFY 10 SYNTHROID 137 |
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Quote:
Not that I'm doing this very well...it's what we are working on. |
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Precarious, thank you, your words pulled me back from....
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Ugh. Tell me about it. I am so tired of the constant fear. I'm afraid to do anything, but if I don't do anything it gets worse.
I've had somewhat of a breakthrough lately, simply by being forced to do things I think... How to deal with fear of fear - know it's a phantom and it loses its power. Easier said than done... I'm still struggling with it...
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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