[ThisWayOut]

things are converging at a bad time again... i'm not sure what to do about it. i tried to contact t for that additional appointment she had offered, but I have not heard back from her yet. i'm guessing she won't have the time since the office closes early tomorrow and will be closed through the weekend.
i finished my art piece for t, but I hate it and don't actually want to give it to her anymore. i should have stopped 5 steps back, but I ruined it by trying to incorporate too much into it. i guess i'll give it to her anyway because she is expecting it, but i'm really not happy with the result.
i'm supposed to do all this stuff this week with friends, but i'm losing the drive to follow through. i know t wants me to go anyway, but... ugh. i just want to hide. i hate, hate, hate, hate, hate the holidays. again this year i'm losing support not gaining any...
sorry I'm so whiney.

[brokenwarrior]

The holidays are alway a triggering time for me too. It just so hard I understand how hard it is to get yourself to follow through with plans when you feel so bad. If its something that could take your mind off of things and possibly make you smile, I would urge you to go.