[20oney]

I have been through some stuff over the years, and I never talked to anyone about any of it. I think about it all the time, how it has shaped my life for the better.
And while I wouldn't ever change anything has happened in my life, I always think about how crap it was, how it has changed me and stuff like that.
I don't know if what I feel is healthy or not.
At the moment, I just feel like I need to get it all out to someone.
But I Donno. I don't have anyone around me who I can comfortably talk to. I feel that they would all judge me in a way.

I Donno. Some days, I just feel like this, isolated and down. And all I can wish is that I had someone who I could go to, for all the down moments, when I have nobody. Someone who was there through everything, or knows of my struggles and achievements.

Maybe I just need to get over it all. But then I am over it. I don't care. So why is it bothering me so much now.

I don't feel like I deserve the attention of a professional. There are so many more important people out there who deserve it a lot more than me

[Alone & confused]

I don't know how much help I could offer, seeing as how someone else I've been trying to help has apparently had a setback, and I don't know how to help him, which has me pretty down right now. But if you just need someone to listen, I'm here.

[sweetie_7]

Originally Posted by 20oney

I have been through some stuff over the years, and I never talked to anyone about any of it. I think about it all the time, how it has shaped my life for the better.
And while I wouldn't ever change anything has happened in my life, I always think about how crap it was, how it has changed me and stuff like that.
I don't know if what I feel is healthy or not.
At the moment, I just feel like I need to get it all out to someone.
But I Donno. I don't have anyone around me who I can comfortably talk to. I feel that they would all judge me in a way.

I Donno. Some days, I just feel like this, isolated and down. And all I can wish is that I had someone who I could go to, for all the down moments, when I have nobody. Someone who was there through everything, or knows of my struggles and achievements.

Maybe I just need to get over it all. But then I am over it. I don't care. So why is it bothering me so much now.

I don't feel like I deserve the attention of a professional. There are so many more important people out there who deserve it a lot more than me

You are just as important as anyone else. If you feel you'd benefit from a T then you deserve to at least try.

I've been thinking about alot of things lately and when I feel like it needs to come out and I have no one to talk to it helps to write it out.

No one is more deserving of another of therapy, just because they have experienced different things or reacted in a different way. I have found it a huge relief to say things to my at that I've never spoken of.

[20oney]

Originally Posted by sweetie_7

You are just as important as anyone else. If you feel you'd benefit from a T then you deserve to at least try.

I've been thinking about alot of things lately and when I feel like it needs to come out and I have no one to talk to it helps to write it out.

While I may benefit from some form of something. I know, I will never go. Asking for help, I am not good at.
Writing this here, has become increasingly easy for me. The more I write, the less it feels anything special for me.

[20oney]

While I may benefit from some form of something. I know, I will never go. Asking for help, I am not good at.
Writing this here, has become increasingly easy for me. The more I write, the less it feels anything special for me.