discussing sui thoughts

I told me T I was suicidal back in September. She at first told me how much she loved me as a patient and how much others love me. Then she stopped bringing it up in therapy and I stopped telling her how suicidal I was. Then an argument with my mom was the breaking point and I emailed her that I had a plan and had my goodbye letters and she met with me (on a Sunday) and took me off the edge. We met 2-3 times a week because she wanted to keep me safe and I didn't want her to tell my mom (she should have from the beginning, as that was a mistake to not tell her). The last time we met I ended up in the hospital, but only after she tried to talk me out of it for 2 hours. She tried pretty hard to keep me out of the hospital but at the end that was the only option. She was very calm through the whole thing and was very concerned. I still was hesitant to tell her my whole plan and everything, but even the last day I met with her, she was very calm when I told her everything. Not all T's are like that, but she was very glad I shared with her. Now I have a new T and I have been pretty honest with her as I just don't see a reason not to be. But I am only honest if she asks me about it as I will not bring it up. So now in every session she makes me rate my SUI intention 1-10.