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#51
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Lol she would never do that. That alone would be a serious breach of confidentiality, and I doubt she'd risk her license just for that. But mostly it's just not a thing I see her doing, or even considering doing. Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk |
#52
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It must be hard for you to read all of these posts suggesting rather strongly that you find a new T. But it's also hard for me ( I can't speak for anyone else) to see you in pain because of your T, who should be a source of comfort, not pain.
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#53
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Why do you stay with her?
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#54
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Why don't you just get it expunged off your record? Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk |
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That's a good question. I don't know. Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk |
#56
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A few people have asked whether your unwillingness to sever your toxic relationship with your T and seek out a healthy therapeutic relationship will impact your ability to provide care for others as a potential therapist.
I am not judging you. I have personality issues myself, so my intention is not to judge but rather to ascertain whether you understand why people are asking you this. Do you see the relationship? |
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#57
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#58
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Have you ever seen another T for consultation about why you stay with your T? Do you think that might help you figure it out?
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ya, one suggested i report her and find a new T, the other suggested that maybe the discord was due to my BPD and there is healing in working it out, and i should stay and try to.
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#60
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In our state there is immunity for reports made to licensing boards.
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#61
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What state is that? I'd have to ask my ethics professor, but I haven't heard that come up as a valid reason to breach confidentiality.
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#62
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But the general immunity for reporters is pretty common throughout the states as an offshoot of medical and dental mandates to report acc to HHS regulations. |
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Acc to HHS regulations? Huh?
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#64
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And no, there's no such immunity for therapists reporting their clients. It's a breach and It would get them into trouble
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#65
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Well, I think you're misunderstanding whatever info you're relying on. HHS is Health and Human Services. Psychology boards are separate entities, but their alliance with HHS varies acc to the state. Most now fall in line with HHS regulations because of insurance regulations. While you're a student, you're not providing care to others, so I think your T would not have immunity. But as soon as you are in a position to provide direct patient care, even before personal licensing, then I believe she would have immunity--because the "danger to others" trumps confidentiality.
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#66
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I still don't believe there's Immunity for this but I'll check with my professor and ask.
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Many people here have told you to leave this toxic T but it's pretty clear that you will not do that.
As someone else mentioned earlier, in order to be a good T, you need to figure out and solve your own issues first. Making straight A's in the classroom doesn't always translate to being a good/effective T. I know everyone here has been very encouraging with you following through with this career goal......but in a way, your T has a point. This T is toxic to you yet you are unable to leave her. You don't even know why. This is a HUGE problem. Forget solving it....you haven't even managed to figure out/identify your own issues with this. I sincerely hope and strongly encourage you to figure this out and solve it BEFORE putting yourself in a position where you are the T. Otherwise you'd be doing the same thing your T seems to be doing.....trying to help someone else with their own deep emotional issues when you haven't figured out/worked on your own. |
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#68
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Well I've got two years yet before I see a client, so I've got a timeline for figuring things out. And if I haven't by then, it'll be my choice to decide what step to take next, not hers.
I am working on why I'm still seeing her, I'm just not doing it with her, I'm seeing an Mft intern. I do not think the current situation will last as it currently is for very much longer, though. I'm thinking of shifting full time to a new T through my insurance, and keeping her as cash pay once a month. I know you all think cutting the cord entirely is best, but it would cause me to spiral out way more than I have thus far. I can't afford to have that happen. But over the past months I've gained some distance in our relationship and think I might be able to handle it better now than I would have 6 months ago but I'm still not ready. I've been suppressing my feelings regarding what she did this past summer with the insurance thing...eating my feelings, as it is, resulting in a lot of weight gain, but outwardly 90 percent less arguing/accusations in therapy. But the more time passes the more I want to discuss it with her but I know if I do, she will likely fear being reported and that will be a catalyst for whatever the next stage in our journey will be...probably an ending. But if theres a way to work it out, I want to try to. And if there isn't, at least I cam honestly say I did everything I could to resolve it, and didnt just shotgun towards reporting, blaming and moving to a new T. Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk Last edited by InRealLife45; Mar 27, 2015 at 09:24 PM. |
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#69
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This. I often don't know how to reply to your threads IRL because I find myself vacillating between these two viewpoints. I think it's as difficult to treat BPD as it is to be borderline. What I feel certain of though is that if you can make it through this you have it in you to be a really great T. Nothing ever trumps experience. Can you make it through though? Being borderline you are at war with your own mind in a way... It's not going to be easy at all.
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#70
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She's not deciding anything for you right now. Forget the future.....YOU are making the choices right now. You are choosing to walk into her office, stay seated, and listen to her talk down to you...which leads you to feel like crap. Quote:
Work out what? What is your goal with this T? And more importantly, do you think this T shares the same goal? |
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#71
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In this respect, it's like marriage counseling. A marriage cannot be saved if only one party is interested in making it work or only one party is willing to change. |
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#72
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One aspect of being a T that is at particular issue here is the ability to pull away from someone when that is needed therapeutically. When a client has healed and is ready to terminate, it is up to the T to see that termination happens--and not be so attached to a client that the T cannot let go.
This is one reason that I was happy to read of your plan to free yourself of this T. |
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Last edited by Lauliza; Mar 28, 2015 at 08:57 AM. |
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Yeah, I'm not referring to past events. I have no idea what the reality of any risk is, but IRL has posted at times that this T has made statements to her that are pretty specific about her.
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#75
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Her opinion that I won't be a good therapist is not a reason to violate confidentiality, and if she did so she would lose her own license. |
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