I think quitting is the only thing that makes sense

I was always wanting to quit in my first years of therapy. If that helps any, to know that thats common, or to be expected? I was always, i can do it myself from here on in. But now i think thats just what my mother wanted me to say, to everything. She just didnt enjoy parenting. She liked hanging around with my older brother, but that wasnt really parenting. I wanted to ask questions that she didnt have answers to and didnt know how to find out.

Stopdog - Thanks, but one seems so awful and horrible as it is right now, I can't imagine trying to deal with a second one! Plus, just the one takes up all my disposable income! That's great that it works for you, and that makes a lot of sense... but wow... I think I'd go even crazier having to manage two of them! And, I don't think I could avoid telling them...

Hankster - thanks, that does help to hear. I just don't know. It's so confusing, you know? Like... it drives me crazy that there are things that he does so much better than any other therapist I've seen, but there are other things that he totally doesn't get. I really wish he could just be perfect, or totally awful, so that this would be easier! Or cheaper... I think I could forgive a lot if he didn't charge so much... I feel like, if you're going to be THAT expensive, you should really be amazingly better than all the other Ts...

Hmmm really good point though about wanting to do it myself and getting that from the parents. I'll have to think about that some... hm....