[DelusionsDaily]

So in partial at the last class I had to set goals for the weekend. I'm working on getting a life. So, I said two applications a day for jobs and getting some hobbies by trying two new ones. I'm working on not sleeping all day-by using new tried hobbies to stay up. Ugh. It's a lot but it feels good.

[nottrustin]

Originally Posted by DelusionsDaily

So in partial at the last class I had to set goals for the weekend. I'm working on getting a life. So, I said two applications a day for jobs and getting some hobbies by trying two new ones. I'm working on not sleeping all day-by using new tried hobbies to stay up. Ugh. It's a lot but it feels good.

That's awesome...

[nottrustin]

Originally Posted by DelusionsDaily

So in partial at the last class I had to set goals for the weekend. I'm working on getting a life. So, I said two applications a day for jobs and getting some hobbies by trying two new ones. I'm working on not sleeping all day-by using new tried hobbies to stay up. Ugh. It's a lot but it feels good.

That's awesome...

[growlycat]

What hobbies are you looking into?

[DelusionsDaily]

I'm gonna try making stuff with para cord and playing handbell solos and coloring mandalas. We'll see how it goes.
So I bought the mandala book, para cord and instruction book, and started looking online for the handbell solo music. I haven't actually tried anything yet. I forgot to get colored pencils for mandala coloring, but later today my plan is to try the para cord, and continue looking for bell music.

Right now, nap time.

[DelusionsDaily]

Did some coloring of a Mandala. Occasionally the sounds of the pencils coloring grates my nerves.

Tried para cord but could not get it right so mum is gonna help as she is the crafty 1.

Handbell music...gonna see what we have at church before I order my own. Again mom knows where to look so gotta wait for her to get back in town. But found some I would like to order if nothing good at church.

[DelusionsDaily]

So pissed off! An old friend now friends again blantantly lied to me today. And doesn't even apologize! Frick! We're right back where we ended. Fu ck ity fu ck fu ck fu ck! I got too much $hit to be dealin with this.

[DelusionsDaily]

Thanks I have cooled off a bit now but I was hot yesterday.

[DelusionsDaily]

Feel like a prisoner in partial day. Just left to get some air.

I'm sorry you are feeling like that. Is there anyone in the program you can discuss this with?

[DelusionsDaily]

In group I told social worker, when I get like that I just space and air not 5 million workers hanging all around me. I think he put a note in my chart. At least I hope he did. So next time if that happens I don't get the 5 million workers all around me.

[DelusionsDaily]

Why do they dig so deep in partials group therapy really?? 15 minutes for a death REALLY????

[Bill3]

Who is going so deep--the patients or the therapists?

[DelusionsDaily]

The therapists just keep digging and digging and if you don't answer you sit in awkward silence.

[Bill3]

That sounds rough. How often are there opportunities for patients to interact with each other in group?

[DelusionsDaily]

Other people participated in their own way but it was rough really rough for me.

[Bill3]

I'm sorry.

[DelusionsDaily]

Getting discharged from partial Monday or Tuesday. Kinda excited but nervous too. I'm still very up and down in my moods. We'll see.

[Bill3]

Congratulations!

[DelusionsDaily]

Freak i hate doctors they lie out their a$$e$. Friday I was told Monday I'd be discharged now it is tomorrow. If not tomorrow I just won't show up for 3 days which equals automatic discharge. Got family in town I gotta go pick up tomorrow so will be leaving early discharged or not. We'll see.