Don't know where to post this

Update still in the hospital. Which I hate. Didn't get to see my new LMHC. I did write a letter to her just haven't given it to her. I did tell her I communicate through paper and I'd prefer to write that way. I also told her it was dirty how my t handle everything. He asked would you like to go see this woman t. I said no. 2x I said no. I feel he forced me to do something I didn't want to do. Honestly I don't think he wanted to hear anymore about my friend Jesse because for a while actually 9 weeks it was about Jesse but if he didn't want me to talk to him about Jesse he should have said so. My major problem is OCD and I know the guy ain't been all the best but he darn good with obsessions. I have a list, the list has about 320 on it yes that many and I hang it on a cork board I have crossed out 128 of them because of my male t who gave up on me. Here's the stupid thing I rewrote the list and will start all over. I mean she is suppose to be better than he so we will just see. It still saddens me I can't tell him stuff I wanted to before he hauled *** on me

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I'm still in the hospital ugh. But should be discharged today. So while I was here I was dianosed with POTS . To hard to explain.
Also MG which is a disease that mimics multiple sclerosis. My medicine they changed to ambilify and lexapro and i can't remember the other on which one each for my diseases illnesses

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So today was the first day I saw the lady T needless to say I don't care for her. She was 30 minutes late and she then expected me to work with that. My appointment was at 11 and I left at 12 20 when I was trying to leave at 12. She so hard tried to keep me there. Also yesterday I was there because of medicine review and I saw my old T come around the corner, he stopped and must have thought for a second. And went to get his client. Any ways today I saw him and he walked right by me I didn't look up at him. And he walked down the hall but thing is he kept walking by the hall I was in looking down down to where I was. The one time I completely looked up, he seen me clearly rolling my eyes.
I'm sorry but I think he is some kind of jealous because he knew I was standing there and walked by so many times. And looked. Why look. Why walk by me when he could have walked around.
The new T mentioned my new friend and asked me what our relationship was. And asking who I was living with etc. Am I in high school? It's awkward.
I don't really know what to make of it. I'm lost. Really really lost. If he is reading this I would say grow up and start telling people how you feel instead of hiding.

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I don't think it's unusual to ask who you live with and what type of relationship you have. My t asked that and I am almost 50.

I am glad you are out of the hospital. Hope you keep getting better

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Thank you I feel better.
It was the way she asked.

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