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#1
Dec 12, 2015, 04:48 AM
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I just came out from a week of being inpatient and one of the first things i did was drinking. i dont know why, i felt the urge do drink alcohol. i know its not a good sign, but i feel kind of lost. its like outside, i can go back to my old routine: drinking, cutting, SHing, etc.
i dont feel good what should i do? |
 avlady, LonesomeTonight
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#2
Dec 12, 2015, 04:51 AM
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Can you express this to your mental health professional? It sounds like you're not necessarily ready to go outpatient.
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| avlady
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Dec 12, 2015, 05:53 AM
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yes, i went back there because i felt like i was going crazy. they said i'd better stay another couple of days but i declined, but said i'll go there this afternoon and we'll see how i will be doing. now im back home and after talking and taking antianxiety meds im feeling calmer now. thanks i needed someone to talk to i guess....
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| Anonymous37925, avlady, LonesomeTonight, precaryous, unaluna
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#4
Dec 12, 2015, 01:03 PM
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why is it THIS hard being out now?
what do i have to do with myself? |
| avlady, Cinnamon_Stick, LonesomeTonight
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#5
Dec 12, 2015, 02:19 PM
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(((((((sinking))))))))
Sorry. It's hard when you feel safe or taken care of, and then find yourself coping on your own again. I know it's not the same, but I get really depressed when I have to leave my mom and sister after a visit. When I was in the hospital a few times I felt very alone and frightened when I left. Be safe. |
| avlady
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Dec 12, 2015, 02:57 PM
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you should continue with the outpatient i think.
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#7
Dec 14, 2015, 01:26 PM
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I've tried. but as soon as routine started today, i couldnt help going back to drinking at least. i think im having bad reaction to new meds. i tried to self medicate but it wasnt working so i called my pdoc and she agreed with me on tapering down the meds. but then, when i saw i was still going to SH too i left the job earlier and went straight to the center. they gave me something to calm me down asked me if i wanted to go back inpatient and i said no multiple times. i dont want another big mess, but promised i'll go back tomorrow and then i was honest with my parents about my difficulties today and they fortunately understood this time. im feeling a little better now, but still worried for tomorrow and the days to come.... i didnt expect i being this hard. honestly.
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| Ellahmae, Walking Man
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Dec 15, 2015, 12:42 PM
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I hate being outpatient!!!!!!
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