I know everything will be alright between us. But I want to say to T that I felt a kind of anger coming from her in THAT session and want to say that I wonder if sometimes she feels that way toward me but doesn't show it because of the boundaries ams ethics thing.
I'll be interested in her reply

I told T I expected her to say "you know what. I've had enough. I've had enough of your moaning".
I added that I'm sure beneath the ethics she'd often wish she could just tell me to shut up, stop moaning.
T said that even if she did have those feelings, we'd talk about them. But she said, "but that's not the work you and I do here. You don't bring that into the room ".
I said what do you mean? T said, well the work with you is very early fundamental stuff. She said, we all know those kind of people who never think anything is their fault, that things always goes wrong for them.
I said, oh yes, I work with people like that. T said, yes, but that sort of thing isn't you.
I was like, oooooh right. I get you now.

[Argonautomobile]

It sounds like your T really gets you I'm glad it worked out.

[Petra5ed]

You know I wonder the same thing about mine. I think that I am like work to him, he must not want to see me. He's being nice and seems to like me, must be an act.

All I can say is being the daughter of a drunk and a crazy ***** didn't serve my mental health very well.

I definitely have my moments where I think T is over dealing with me. He's never said or done anything to make me feel that way. Just my own thoughts in my head.