[PinkFlamingo99]

Im involuntarily inpatient again since Thursday. Being locked up panics me but, trying to cope by drugging on Ativan. Also not supposed to have my phone. I snuck it in inside in my bra to check on the dogs. Think of me?

We're your pocket riders. Hope you're OK. Do you know how long you will be in?

[Argonautomobile]

Thinking of you.

[PinkFlamingo99]

Hopefully will get out Monday when PHP starts again. You get no privileges if here involuntarily. Sucks. I'm not even allowed the standard half hour to go to the cafeteria or the bookstore a lot of ppl get.

[Out There]

Thoughts are with you Pink , sending you hugs and healing

Are you allowed visitors?

[Cinnamon_Stick]

I am glad you are safe pink and can continue to stay and be safe. How are you holding up?

[LonesomeTonight]

Sending you big hugs...that's awful they won't let you go to the cafeteria or anything. Please hang in there and stay safe...

Stay safe, Pink.

[Piickles]

Hang in there - hope Monday comes fast! X

Thinking of you.

[divine1966]

Thinking of you

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Hugs if you want! Warm thoughts for you

[Angelique67]

I hope it's not too boring and uncomfortable. Hope it's helping.

[PinkFlamingo99]

I'm allowe visitors but I don't want anyone to know. I have my own room but btwn 2 manic ppl who keep talking together and they are SO LOUD. My head is killing me.

I know someone here who is here voluntarily so she gets me things from the outside world like a toothbrush and diet coke. She's here voluntarily so she can leave for 3 hrs. Haha. So im lucky.

[Favorite Jeans]

I hope it's a healing place for you PF. I was very much wishing for you to get the care and safety that you deserve. May this be that place of safety for you--in spite of the indignities and discomforts that are unfortunately part of the package.

[PinkFlamingo99]

I don't understand how I'm even being held here involuntarily. I haven't told them I'm suicidal, and I *did* SH, but it wasn't anywhere near as severe as usual.

Originally Posted by PinkFlamingo99

I don't understand how I'm even being held here involuntarily. I haven't told them I'm suicidal, and I *did* SH, but it wasn't anywhere near as severe as usual.

What are you wanting from the system? If you don't want treatment you need not present yourself to them.

I suspect you want healing to start takeing place in your life. How can anyone help you? How can they help you? And, more importantly, how can you help them to help you? In actuality, this will becomes YOU helping YOU.

To me, at this moment it sounds like a game.

My very raw opinions only.

[atisketatasket]

I don't think Pink is playing games. Consciously or unconsciously.

[LonesomeTonight]

Originally Posted by PinkFlamingo99

I don't understand how I'm even being held here involuntarily. I haven't told them I'm suicidal, and I *did* SH, but it wasn't anywhere near as severe as usual.

Is it maybe some sort of rule with the PHP program? Like if you SH in it, then you get hospitalized? Who was it that decided you should be kept there involuntarily? You could ask them about it.

Do you know yet if they're letting you out today? I hope you're feeling better. The hospital sounds like a miserable experience. But I understand that they want to keep you safe.

[kecanoe]

Hope you are discharged today

Thinking of you Pink Hope its not too painful there

[divine1966]

Hang in
There. They probably thought you aren't getting better and need more severe measures. I don't know

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[PinkFlamingo99]

I'm on "preventative watch," which means I have literallly nothing to with out some nurse in tow.

[PinkFlamingo99]

Originally Posted by Walkedthatroad

What are you wanting from the system? If you don't want treatment you need not present yourself to them.

I suspect you want healing to start takeing place in your life. How can anyone help you? How can they help you? And, more importantly, how can you help them to help you? In actuality, this will becomes YOU helping YOU.

To me, at this moment it sounds like a game.

My very raw opinions only.

Well, I did want help, PHP, instensuve therapy. I answered truthfully when asked. Being willing to seek full time help is a bit different than being held in the ward (another part if the hospital) under ""preventative guard." There is no therapy hre either. I'll try to make the best of it. Im in A turquoise jumpsuit with paper shoes. No access to therapy from here either.