[ladyrevan21]

Sorry about that. The best I can say is that I got sidetracked by certain things.
Anyway, therapy went well yesterday. Mostly we talked about working on some of my sexual issues and such, and things of that matter. Also, some more stuff relating back to 2008-2013. And me realizing that in terms of role models when I was a teenager, I didn't have very good ones. Some of the ones that I had...well, they didn't leave a very good impression on me, and they didn't leave much room for me as a woman. I did feel insecure quite a lot. I think I've been insecure since I was six years old and starting to realize that I wasn't quite "normal", so to speak, that there was something off about me (that was thanks to not quite getting things with my first grade teacher), and it varied from age to age, but got really bad when I reached young adulthood.

It was definitely validating to hear that, especially considering that I've been struggling with that for some time.

So, yesterday's session went well. I haven't really uncovered much, but the stuff I have uncovered...it's valuable.

[CantExplain]

Do you have any good role models today?

[ManOfConstantSorrow]

Takes time to track back and understand what happened in the past, but it will inform you when you develop better strategies for your future - or at least that is how it has worked for me.

[ladyrevan21]

CantExplain: To be honest, I'm not sure. I haven't thought of one.

ManofConstantSorrow: You definitely hit the nail on the head there.