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Old May 25, 2016, 05:49 PM
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i just feel numb most of the time at this point . i so want to hurt myself badly as soon as i can . so much in my head . i have appointments tomorrow so i cant do anything .it will have to be after that . ill never tell my T but i just need to get some sort of control here . my head is screaming and i cant keep the buffer for long .i just want to loose myself .i have no reason to fight all the horribleness in my head and world . this is my place .
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Old May 25, 2016, 06:06 PM
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I am sorry it is so hard for you right now.
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Old May 25, 2016, 06:29 PM
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Old May 25, 2016, 07:28 PM
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I'm very sorry, granite. Did you see your T yesterday? Can you do some drawing or collage about the things in your head or maybe just to distract you? Maybe that would help. Just an idea. Or yoga? Swimming? Something physical that relaxes you? Hugs.
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Old May 25, 2016, 08:20 PM
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Granite, I so hope that things improve for you. Love you, chick!
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Old May 25, 2016, 08:38 PM
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Old May 27, 2016, 05:32 PM
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i cant get over this . im done with my doc apts and am trying so hard not to SI .it would help with all the horrible thoughts screaming at me in my head . i havnt done anything but omg it is all im thinking about .i am so hating who i am.
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Old May 27, 2016, 05:37 PM
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Old May 27, 2016, 05:44 PM
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Old May 27, 2016, 06:01 PM
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Sending you safe hugs, sweet granite, i care about you too.
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Old May 27, 2016, 06:09 PM
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Stay strong granite. Sorry you are hurting so badly. Pleasw stay safe
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Old May 28, 2016, 02:43 AM
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Old May 28, 2016, 11:33 PM
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ill never tell my T...
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It might be better in the long run if you did.
What happened last time?
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Old May 29, 2016, 07:56 AM
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I am sorry you are struggling. If you can't tell your t then can you tell your doc? Or any other professionals? Please be safe

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