To all who are MIA lately, ((( hugs ))).

Hope all is well.

It has been very quiet lately
and lonely.

((((((((((Echoes))))))))))

((( keb )))

[SecretGarden]

Still fighting depression.... One day at a time. It is difficult.

((((( SecretGarden ))))

missing you much and cheering for you that you'll feel better soon!

[sunrise]

((((SecretGarden)))) You have been in my thoughts.

[MissCharlotte]

((Echoes))

Missing a lot of people too.

My son is very, very sick and I am beyond worry and beside myself. I am watching him deteriorate before my very eyes and I can't stand it.

I am still doing my practicum. I have 2 1/2 weeks left and have no idea how I will finish.

Saw T yesterday and he was beyond supportive. I love him again.
But the fact remains that I am heartbroken, have incredible urges to SI, and depressed and in despair.

((Sister, Secret Garden))

[sunrise]

((((sister)))) I have noticed you are not here much lately. My thoughts are with you and your son.

(( sister ))

[lauren_helene]

(((secret))) I'm sorry and here if you need me.

[SecretGarden]

((((Sister))))

Thanks everybody.

Could everyone just wish / pray/ send peaceful karma.... to me .... and to my friend Sister.

Too much stuff going on.... Maybe tomorrow.... will share more but trying to unwind now. Up top of all.... moving offices at work. Too spastic over this but I understand therapeutically what is going on but ... not sure what to do with it.

Take care all.

[Lemon]

(((sister, secret, pink))) thinking of all of you and wishing you well.

[lauren_helene]

I absolutely wish all of that for you and Sister

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((((Sister))))

Thanks everybody.

Could everyone just wish / pray/ send peaceful karma.... to me .... and to my friend Sister.

Too much stuff going on.... Maybe tomorrow.... will share more but trying to unwind now. Up top of all.... moving offices at work. Too spastic over this but I understand therapeutically what is going on but ... not sure what to do with it.

Take care all.

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[SecretGarden]

Thank you Alameda....... day 11 of antidepressant and pdoc out of town....and a new secluded office. I feel rather alone. Evenings are best but this has been too long of this journey. Wish I had not gone off of this med in January to try others......

Last night felt good.... Why does today feel so crappy? Sorry.

Thanks.

[sunrise]

(((hugs))) SecretGarden

I hope the AD will be helpful. I am sorry you are feeling so bad today. I hope your pdoc has given an indication of how long to try the AD before deciding it will (or will not) be helpful. I hope it will be consistently helpful in a very short time. Best of luck.

I am glad you checked in here when you were feeling alone.

[SecretGarden]

Thanks Sunrise... I miss being able to participate more here. I will be back I hope. This med better work as it did before though pdoc thought I needed an upgrade. He said he can add to it. Ugh.

But things are better.... they are. And Pdoc will be back from vacation this week... only one L O N G week off. What timing.

Thanks.