[PerpetualPain]

T why are you so nice to me? Why do you only ever see the good in me and tell me it's true? Why do you call me attractive, intelligent, funny and thoughtful? Why do you keep texting me to see if I am OK even when i stopped therapy? Why do you offer to skype me for chats and ask me to send you emails? Why do you be so nice to me when nobody else is????

I am not the sort of person to become attached to people, but i feel very attached to her. Everything she does makes me feel confused about her despite the fact I know she is a T it sort of feels like she is also a friend or maybe she wants something from me. I just feel like she is either incredibly nice or that she is faking this. But she wouldn't fake this would she?

I think I am going to come back to have more sessions with her eventually probably this fall. It'll be good to catch up, but i feel i am becoming highly reliant on this woman and feel feelings about her she is unaware of. I am confused and don't know if we're friends or just client and counselor. Sometimes i even question if it's more than that, but i wont get into the details as this thread isn't about that.

I am not paying her to carry on speaking to me in the texts. I am not paying her for the hour long skype chats or to read my emails. I am not paying her to care about me, i am not paying her anything , but still she seems to care.

Why on earth are you so nice!??? what is your motive!??? I wish i could read minds. WHY DO YOU KEEP BEING SO NICE!!!!! I'll take your hugs, but I don't know why you want to give them me. I guess they're good, but like are they needed???? Is any of this niceness needed? Why do you feel the need to be so pleasant, kind, caring and nice to me without even being paid?

[junkDNA]

if this were happening to me i would be pretty confused too

I hope it's okay for me to say that she's not being professional. It does sound like she's being nice to you. You are right to be confused.