[hopealwayz]

My desire to live is gone.

[CharlieStarDust]

Sorry you feel that way; I know the feeling well - it's not pleasant. Can you do something to distract yourself? Go to a pet store and play with puppies?
Take care.

[rainbow8]

I'm sorry you feel so bad. Have you ever called a hotline? It would be a real person to talk with right now. Do you have someone, a friend or relative, you could connect with? Please don't give up the search for a good T, someone who will treat you more professionally than your former T? What about a massage? Or find a lonely kid to hug? Just some ideas. If you think you're in danger, please check into a hospital. Hugs.

[hopealwayz]

I don't even have much support here.

[QueenCopper]

I am sorry you are feeling this way. 😞 (((Hugs))) to you. If you don't mind me asking, what has happened that made you get to this point. I know it may not seem like a lot of support but there are some of us that do care and we are here for you.

I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad, hopealwayz. I just got home from work a little bit ago and am catching up around the boards. Sending you safe hugs.

[Salmon77]

That sounds awful, I know you've been having a really hard time lately. I think rainbow8's suggestion to call a hotline is a good one. It sounds like you could really benefit from talking to someone in person right now. I also like the idea of getting out and doing something--even just going for a little walk, or taking care of easy stuff like laundry, sometimes is helpful.

Good luck, it will get better.

[growlycat]

I'm sorry if I'm responding late. My team worked till 8 tonight for a presentation tomorrow. Then there is the time difference thing. Lots of people will come out of the woodwork to support you. What would be helpful for us to say or do. We will do it

[kecanoe]

I am sorry you don't feel supported here. What can we do?

[growlycat]

I saw your other post about your t and the hug request. I'm so sorry. Some t's will hug

[1stepatatime]

Please call a hotline or if posting on here helps then post on😊😊
I've been there.. it's a dark lonely place. But remember, "going there" is final, I don't know you but I have a strong feeling that you have lots of living to do.. places to go, people to see!! Keep on keepin on and keep reaching out!!!😊😊😊

[peaches100]

I'm hoping and praying that your desire to live will be sparked again by the love coming to you from us here at PC.

Please remember that even though you probably feel very alone, you are NOT alone! We hear you. We care about you. We are here for you.

[growlycat]

How are you today hope??

[LadyShadow]

Just saw this post. Hopefully you're still with us and reading all the positive lovely comments. Please you're not alone.

Holding my hand out to you.....

It's okay.

Gentle ((hugs))