Intensity

Today's session was interesting. I begun saying how I feel I want something from T but didn't know what.

That led to a whole session talking about connection, intensity and integration.
That even though I'm not particularly in the middle of something, that doesn't mean I'm not still 'using' the relationship.

That when there's been insights, there follows sessions where that just needs to be allowed to be, T and I are just being.
I struggle with that concept more than any other.

But what could have been a 'dull' session, ended up rewarding.