[shamon86]

I've got a visit with my p doc tomorrow and I'm not sure how it's going to go. I haven't seen him since January when things were okay (dare I say I was slightly optimistic about the future) but things have not been as good lately. Not majorly depressed but feeling extremely hopeless. Enough so that people have noticed a difference in my mood and commented on it. Also been more irritated and haven't been sleeping as well (though the last few nights haven't been as bad).
The past couple days have been trending better but I'm still having a lot of anxiety. Mainly because while I feel like I've made some progress with my current medication, I've feeling as hopeless as I've ever been before and I'm pretty sure there's not a prescription in the world that could fix that. Which makes me feel even more hopeless that my situation will never change. And then what do I do? I can't keep feeling this way...

[Argonautomobile]

I'm sorry you're hurting, Shamon. I hope your visit goes okay. It can be nice to talk to someone sometimes, even if there's not really anything they can do (eg: med change) to help.