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Old Jul 12, 2017, 04:12 AM
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I currently have a problem with the following aspects:
* Putting responsibility on my hands. Why? Because if I have issues then it has to be from home.
* Showing an instant understanding of others, yet showing problems with me.
My therapist said "You don't come here to always feel you're right, otherwise there wouldn't have been a point coming here". He's right, but I don't want to always feel wrong, I'm sick of it, because it's mostly what depression does. And since depression is a sign of deep anger not having found a way out, I'm going to let some out myself, too, just like other people do. I am no longer willing to accept angers.
* Not caring for my feelings, rather than my negative feelings as being my own problem. My therapist even addressed that on his own.
* My therapist didn't apologize for making me feel bad. He only said he's sorry for me having felt that way, not for him making me feel that way. He showed no responsibility in something he's done, which I felt as anger towards me, yet saying that anger I felt is because of the stacked angers inside me.

Yes, I had mild depression and the diagnosis still haunts me here and there. Being diagnosed and going to the therapist makes me feel weak and in need to be put on a "Mental Health Support System" (therapy for instance).
What's the point of going to therapy, to have myself shaped and in a way manipulated to be in a certain way, when people who don't go to therapy behave as they please without taking responsibility for their actions? Why should I be an exception? (And when asking this, I imply I want my freedom as others have!)

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Old Jul 12, 2017, 04:16 AM
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My therapist is detached from what I feel inside, as I feel others are.
And It seems every thing I have a problem with people is because of something in me.
Like when I hate it when people define themselves regarding their personality.
One woman talks about how horny she is and about her sex life, while telling us we need to get some sex. She freely says she's an arrogant person, horny, bi-sexual, freely talks about her sex history. She's one of those girls who's a spotlight among men.

My therapist puts me in a weak spot

That son of a ***** always blames my personality traits. I can tell by his tones. Saying I'm sensitive, I let people's thoughts through my head, so many negatives
Assholes in the world are free to criticize and he's taking their side.

I swear, sometimes I feel so hopeless I leave myself with the following ultimatums:
1. Commit suicide
2. Cause world war

I get impulsive feelings of wanting to leave my therapist because he's against me
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Old Jul 12, 2017, 05:36 AM
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Originally Posted by Vibrating Obsidian View Post
My therapist is detached from what I feel inside, as I feel others are.
And It seems every thing I have a problem with people is because of something in me.
Like when I hate it when people define themselves regarding their personality.
One woman talks about how horny she is and about her sex life, while telling us we need to get some sex. She freely says she's an arrogant person, horny, bi-sexual, freely talks about her sex history. She's one of those girls who's a spotlight among men.

My therapist puts me in a weak spot

That son of a ***** always blames my personality traits. I can tell by his tones. Saying I'm sensitive, I let people's thoughts through my head, so many negatives
Assholes in the world are free to criticize and he's taking their side.

I swear, sometimes I feel so hopeless I leave myself with the following ultimatums:
1. Commit suicide
2. Cause world war

I get impulsive feelings of wanting to leave my therapist because he's against me
Excuse my ultimatum. It's just that... all those feelings of anger that people, well, in my life, never really wanted to see.
Such as sad or angry art. I'm not sure how much people have interest in this. I wish to express it in music.
But sometimes I can feel so hopeless I want to either end my life or end whatever has caused me and perhaps others such feelings
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