[dlantern]

The after affect of my first interaction with therapy and illegally following (cult abuse)

Loyalty manipulation of the ignorant speaking all from our experience they just hurt people at this one place we knew.....It isnt going to be ten yrs of, so what loyalty just because her rep was battered ten yrs previous. How to turn their behavior to love or never speak again

2011 and 2012, to those whom hurt us you spoke your fears. Remember we knew how much hate was there at some point you gotta understand the ugly ways of man. You said I was church boy from a alcoholic family where they hate on you. The layperson spoke barely had hair was large loud remember I saw your flaws before you found our flaws. Remember the logic in here the extra loyalty of those not on the host side is terrible. I feel so bad for two alters in here that constanly berated us for having a right to speak their badneas to run it back where it came from.....

How long are you going to allow them to punch you in the mouth about crap you cant even change at this point! Everyone doest need to understand all the aspects of what happened too much of the victim mentality that is manipulative in all her ways